Falling For Boys In Blue

Chapter 65

*hour or so later*
Kaitlyns pov

I had to of been standing in front of the door for five minutes, I didn't want to do this.

"Okay. Here we go." I unlocked the door with my key and walked in. As I took off my shoes I heard Cody from the kitchen.

"Back already? You just left dude, Kaitlyn?" He said when he walked in. "What you and Jacob finally decide to stay here instead?"

Things might have been weird between us the past few weeks or so, but my heart still twinged at his name. Cody walked closer.

"Um." I looked away as my eyes filled with tears.

"Wait what's wrong."

"Is Corey here?" I didn't want him around for this.

"No he's grocery shopping what's wrong." He turned my head towards him and I lost it. He'd never held me faster. I just stood there and sobbed into his shoulder.

"Okay okay, hey you're okay. It's okay." I couldn't get anything out. I just cried. "Alright hey shh shh you're okay I got you." He kept holding me tighter as I shook us more. "Kaitlyn you gotta breathe before you start hyperventilating honey. I can't help you if you don't tell me what happened, you're starting to freak me out a little." I let go and wiped my eyes. He did look scared. "Hun,"

"Jacob and I broke up." He grabbed me again as I started sobbing more.

"Kaitlyn I'm so sorry."

"Please don't be mad at him we,"

"I'm not mad at anyone." He talked calmly and gently rubbed my back. "You wanna talk about it or do you just want me to hold you?" I shrugged my shoulders.

"Alright well how about you go change into something comfy, grab one of my hoodies and I'll wait here. I'm gonna get you some water,"

"No I need a beer."

"I'm gonna get you a beer." We both laughed.

I let go and grabbed my things and headed upstairs. I put my stuff in the guest room and changed into shorts and walked over to Cody's room and took a hoodie from his drawer. I went back downstairs and he was sitting at the island with two beers. I sat next to him and he handed me the bottle and I took a sip.

"Alright. What happened."

"I don't even know. We just, he just," I sighed.

"Take your time it's okay."

"He broke up with me because he loves me. Because he wants me to be successful without a distraction of us being long distance. He didn't want to be my stress when I'm making my dream happen. Secretly I've been scared about this whole thing, I've had all my doubts. I know he has too and that's what brought this up. And I know I feel this way too and that it's probably a good idea to just break up and I get where he's coming from because I felt it all as he said it, but it still sucks."

"Yeah I know, and I know this isn't something you need but, well, that's something he would do." I looked over at Cody.

"Really?"

"Hell yeah."

"Well he also said he wants me to be with someone who's actually going to be there. He told me I can finally be back with Corey cause we're meant to be. But if I'm being honest, I really don't want to be back with Corey."

"Hell I don't even know who I want to be with anymore." I thought to myself.

"Yeah, I know." I snapped my neck towards him.