Falling For Boys In Blue

Chapter 36

Coreys pov

The sun was finishing setting as I drove to his house. Kaitlyn and I always did that, went for a drive during sunset on off days. It kinda calmed me down just thinking about that.

I got to his house and sat outside in the car debating what to do. I could go in and be mad at him and tell him off, or I could drive away and it would be like I was never here. But then I realized I wasn't doing this for myself, I was doing this for Kaitlyn.

I knocked on the door and it opened itself. I carefully walk in to see Christian sitting on the couch, looking at a picture of Kaitlyn that was framed and sitting on the coffee table. He stood up and turned to me. Cody was right, he looked miserable.

"I suppose you're here to yell at me too."

"I don't get it." I said as I shut the door. I walked behind the couch, glancing at the picture. God was she beautiful. "I really don't get it."

"I know,"

"No. I don't get it. You," I pause and pick up the picture as I sighed. It was a game from spring training, Cody and I were there at it. We were actually in the background of the picture. "You had the most beautiful girl, the most perfect girl in the world as your girlfriend, and you threw her away."

"So did you."

"You're really gonna go there right now Yelich? I will gladly beat your ass instead of trying to talk with you."

"But am I wrong? You were with her before I was. And then you threw,"

"I DIDN'T CHEAT ON HER YOU DUMBASS. WE BOTH AGREED TO BREAK UP." I rarely yelled, and when I did you knew I was mad.

"But I,"

"Oh shut up. You knew what you were doing when you did it and you wrecked what you had." I looked down at the picture as I held it. She looked so happy in the picture, and now she's a mess.

"The fact that," I had to shake my head and get rid of the tears. I couldn't cry here. "The fact that she doesn't sleep, she doesn't eat. Every time she hugs me or Cody she holds on for dear life like it's the last hug she's gonna get. You fucked her up bad Christian. I've never seen her like this. And if this is what she was like back when her parents got divorced, back when she was first cheated on, or even worse, it breaks my heart thinking about it because she was alone when all that happened. Now is different sure, but it shouldn't of happened. Half the time she just sits there and cries. The only way we got her to sleep was if I was holding her. I'm her ex, and yet I'm the one fixing her? Yes I am one of her best friends, but still. Cody never cries, and I've seen him cry more these past two days than I have the entire time I've known him."

He covers his face with his hands.

"I just," He looks out the window as tears make their way down his face. He was really upset. But honestly it's his own fault. "She just won't fucking listen Corey. I was trying to tell her yesterday and even today when we saw each other but she wouldn't listen to me. There's nothing I can do."

"I mean I don't blame her."

"Well of course not you dated her too."

"Yeah I know you don't need to remind me. Seeing her in pain from another guy is enough pain for me."

"Are you just going to try to get back with her because of this?"

"Are you, did you, oh my god DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO TO HAVE HER BACK? TO HAVE HER BE MINE AGAIN AND HOLD HER AND KISS HER AND CALL HER MINE AND SPOIL HER AGAIN? I, GOD I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DID IT. SHE'S PERFECT AND YOU FUCKED IT UP! If I could go back in time I'd have us work out a way to stay together. She's the best thing that ever happened to me and all I want for her is happiness so I kept my mouth shut and said okay we can break up and still be friends because that's what she wanted because she was moving back to Wisconsin. Yes I'll admit when you guys got together I was heartbroken but I got over it because I knew she was happy. But now? God all anyone wants to do is hurt you so you can feel what she feels. She's felt it not twice but THREE times. You, her other ex, and her ass of a dad cheating on her mom. What's worse is you knew all of this and still did it. That's beyond disgusting. I seriously hope the other guys in your clubhouse make you feel like shit because you deserve it."