Renesmees Note Book (WATTY AWARDS 2011 VOTE GUYS!!!)

It hurts

I was knocked out from the impact of the van.

When I re-opened my eyes I was being reeled into ER.

They lifted me off the stretchers and laid me on the bed. "don't worry honey, we are going to get you the best we have" soothed a nurse.

I automatically realised who it was.

"what have we got" asked a familiar voice.

I tried to sit up to see him but the nurse held me down.

"Neisse!"

Grandpa Carlisle was at my side within a heart beat.

"grandpa" I croaked.

I felt weak. I was half immortal, so I wouldn't die from my injuries but I would loses blood and feel like crap, like human did.

"call my family now" Carlisle ordered one of the other doctors.

Soon the shock in his eyes died away and his medical training kicked in.

he started to check me over and stick needles in me, his face concentrating on the task in hand.

Suddenly, the doors to the ER flung open and my farther stormed in, his lips curled up in a snarl walking over to me.

My mother followed him and flung her self to me and hugged me "oh my baby!" she cried.

"what happened" my farther snarled once we were alone.

I looked down and then looked at my other "momma...can you put your shield around us" I asked quietly.

"of course baby" said my mother.

"NO!" roared my farther.

"she wants to talk to me privately Edward" my mother defended me.

My farther grumbled and sat down stroking my cheek. I put my hand up to my mothers cheek.

'Jake hates me momma...he...he said he didn't want me any more' I took my hand away from her cheek and started to cry.

"what, what's wrong!" asked my farther wiping away the tears.

My mother sat down looking at her hands "he told her he didn't want her anymore" she whispered.

My farther stiffened then growled "ill kill that mutt"

"Edward that isn't helping" hissed my mother.

That that moment Carlisle came in "she's going to be fine, ive made it look worse then it is so they think that you have real crash wounds."

I nodded slowly "can we go home?" I asked

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yes dear" he turned to my parents "ill meet you back home" he said.

They nodded and led me out of the room. Alice launched herself at me hugging me close.

The family took turns in hugging me and telling me how much they loved me. Their was only one man that I wanted them to tell me he loves me.

But he never would.

I soon reached a tall vampire. A vampire that was my friend but who my boy- ex boyfriends worst enemy.

"Neisse" he whispered. "im so sorry"

I shook my head "don't apologise. It wasn't your fault."

"it was Ness, im so sorry" he whispered.

I shook my head. "please don't Jason ...Its nota good time...I just want to go home"

I felt the hot tears run down my cheeks as my mother led me outside and into the car.

The rest of the family, apart from Carlisle, followed and got into the rest of the cars.

I snuggled up with my mom in the back seat as my farther sat next to me as well.

Alice looked round from the divers seat and gave me a sympafetic glance.

I didn't want anyone's simpafy.

I burred my face in my mothers arms and closed my eyes the rest of the way .

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