Lucid dreams

Lucid dreams 14

#Lucid_dreams

"Vikky"I began.. "Am sorry I swear, I ne.. "
"Shhhh"she stopped me and put her index finger across my lips.. I shook .
Why did I shake? I couldn't explain, a thought tried to creep into my mind but I Shook it off..
"It's fine daddy"she said sniffing..
She came and sat beside me at my left side, took my left hand gently and placed it in hers and began tapping it softly.
I look at her face, she was smiling but her hands were hot and her tapping wasn't accurately straight, I knew something else was wrong..
"Vikky? "I called her..
"Am fine daddy"she said not looking at my face....
I took my right hand and drove it into her hair, it was an afro.
"Vikky please.. Open to me all your pain "
"No"she Shook her head and tears fell from her eyes..
"Vikky, please open for daddy.. Please "I begged...
She looked up into my face shyly
"Tell me all your pain"
"But you are already in so much pain daddy"she said trying not to cry.
"True"I said. "But the pain of not talking is painful than these I feel in my hands"
I watched as the wave of her eye brows began to dance curiously..
She bent her head down.. "My dad's gone and am so scared about my future.. He was the closest to me, now he's gone and I can't even see his body."she broke into tears.. "I couldn't even say goodbye!! "
I pulled her head to my chest as she cried her heart out..
Hearing my baby cry.. I think the dust in the room entered my eyes.. No I don't cry...
Screw my ego "Damn!! "I broke
I buried my face in her hair and tears flowed..
I don't know if we spent hours in that position but it was long and priceless..
I rose her face up and cleaned her tears with my hands as she Shook in both fear and sorrow of heart..
"Daddy? "When she saw my eyes."please don't cry"she begged. .i stared into her red swollen eyes.. Even with all the pain she was still damn beautiful...
I moved her head closer to mine, my eyes went to her lips as they Shook.. She open them as if to say something but didn't
I froze