Lucid dreams

Lucid dreams 57

#Lucid_dreams

I went out to get something to eat and I came back with beans cake and bread..
I went to the kitchen, got pap ready and returned, set my meal in other (Guy you no just wan read this book )I kept smiling to the voices in my head.. But why was I delaying..?
I sat down and began to eat.. What was I expecting to see in the book? Or was she testing me?
Maybe she was testing me, maybe this was another plan,
What if I'd get disappointed again or worse have again the heartbreak I've still not healed from..
I chewed nervously,
One part of me curious, the greater part scared..
I continued eating, slowly this time trying to make the right decision between ....
Between what?
Between whether to drink the pap now or later!!!
I laughed so hard this time..
I knew I was tensed, eager, nervous, most of all, scared.
I needed to calm down..
The voices in my heard were almost biting my head off with anger..
I began to laugh imagining how their faces would look like seeing me torment them this way.
At this point, someone would think I was mad..
I finished eating,
Washed my hands and lay on the bed.
I yawned,
I think I was feeling sleepy and.. I don't joke with my sleep..
I'd read the book when I wake up, I stretched on the bed..
I think that's better..
Pap always get me dizzy..
I turned to look at my bag where the book was..
I stared at it for like five minutes till my eyes began to shut gradually, my mind was going to the bag but my body lay as if it was lifeless on the bed..
Immediately I got up, Shook off all the fear and went straight to my bag, opened it and picked out my pen and my comic book..
I was going to close the bag when I saw the book, the dairy,
I've not opened the book and I've been thrown off balance several times What if I opened it?
But this torment wouldn't stop either..
I sighed and took out the dairy immediately I began to feel light headed, as if I was floating,
Immediately I jerked awake! I was still on my bed, I must have slept off