Lucid dreams

Lucid Dreams 74

#Lucid_dreams

"I'm sorry " she began as soon as we were seated.
I looked straight into her eyes without taking my gaze off for a second.
"I swear I really am" she spoke feeling uncomfortable with my stare.
"why are you sorry ?" I asked still pressing her with my gaze.
"I hurt you, selfishly, yes, intentionally, no" she said looking down at the table
"you're lying "I said resting back into the chair..
'I'm not I swear I'm not,i didn't know you'd get hurt this way, I thought you'd find someone else" she replied in shaky voice.
I swallowed not wanting to bring back any memories.
"I have gotten over it though." I confessed..
"but.. " she started "I want you to forgive me"  she made her hands in a pleading sign." I just want my best friend back"
"I was never your best friend Jasmine...I was your boyfriend and you treated me like an idiot you acquired..! " I said almost yelling...
"my heart belongs to Edward, I can't leav..." she began when I cut in
"what is this one saying?.. Who wants you back? " I chuckled, what the hell has she been thinking..
"then why are you still mad at me? "she asked "Everyone gets heartbroken, why have you allowed it to ruin you if you didn't want me back...! "she spoke with confidence.
I looked at her in shock and totally dumbfounded..
"Get used to it Barney, I'm not coming back"she said with her voice tuned up and I saw from the corner of my eyes Edward watching..
I buried my face in my palms... This was another setup...
I was in a confused yet annoying scene.
I stood up,dropped the food on the table and headed out of the canteen..
I walked fast, I think too fast, I think I was running cause I could hear my heart beating fast and I was beginning to pant..
I felt my eyes getting teary, my fists clenched and a fire burning from my ribs to my throat as I ran on...
I screamed in rage!!!
I stopped, turned back to look at the canteen...
My mind whispered (that's what she wants, to get you mad, broken and have self pity)..