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A "declassified" compilation of rants written on the 'Unknown Variable' Facebook page for this year . . . A chronicle of one broken man's journey into the heart of his own darkness . . . A raw look at the negative, pessimistic, and profane―but authe...

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[GR] "LESSER EVIL"

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by amogus215600

by amogus215600

                                    
                                              Written 30 September 2019
                          

                          "I wanna write . . . I should stop writing . . . I wanna write . . . I should stop writing . . ."
                          These are the two choices lingering inside my head; I couldn't decide which should I actually follow. I mean―either of the two choices will only lead to the same outcome: another spectacular failure. At this point, I'm just having a hard time which of the two evils is the "lesser evil": continue writing the current novel project I've held for so long, with a guaranteed success rate of zero percent―or stop writing altogether, and let my dark, degenerative thoughts consume me, until I find myself inside the four walls of a lunatic asylum, or worse.
                          Fucking great.