After Action [COMPLETED]

[GR] "MILD ANXIETY"

Written 23 November 2019

Hmm. I just don't even know what to do at this point.

I noticed this "1" on the envelope icon of my Twitter account more than a week ago. Thing is, am not even expecting anyone to message me―not even MIDNIGHTGODDESS, whom I am on somewhat cordial terms with―and certainly I will never expect any direct message there. However, I just have no inkling of an idea who sent this "mysterious" message this time. At first, I was totally anxious about whoever sent it to my inbox; now, it's just gnawing at my thoughts―making it a minor nuisance. (One other thing: I have not brought my X-marked mask with me that time.)

I guess I'll just have to face the music tomorrow. Putting it off more and more will only give me another bout of anxiety I'm not asking for. This time, though, I'm going to wear that mask, just to save me from whatever disappointment I'll feel upon opening it. And maybe another live stream, perhaps? (I have failed to deliver that promise last time.)

Additional note: turns out, my mild anxiety was replaced with major disappointment.