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After Action [COMPLETED]

Non-Fiction

A "declassified" compilation of rants written on the 'Unknown Variable' Facebook page for this year . . . A chronicle of one broken man's journey into the heart of his own darkness . . . A raw look at the negative, pessimistic, and profane―but authe...

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[GR] "ALLEVIATION"

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by amogus215600

by amogus215600

Written 21 December 2019

[Consolation/prodding from BLACKEQUATION] + [setting my emotions straight with AnoHana's first ending―'secret base'] + [spending a chill time with an unexpected visitor] = [heavy emotions alleviated.]

Well, I think what BLACKEQUATION suggested to me (last night) was the best course of action: that opening up to someone on my current state of affairs can lift off the heavy burden I'm carrying . . . for now. I might not achieve happiness yet, but I have, at the least, forgot all the problems and worries plaguing me for the past months. And chilling out with one of my "friends" becomes better with a bottle of the almost-freezing Red Horse beer. What a treat. What a treat―exactly what this Internet "mercenary" would need for the holidays.

But that's only one problem solved.

If I were to free myself of the chains that have bound me for long―and "learn" how to be "human" once again―I have to face many more challenges that await me.For now, though, I am chilling out on my own, with another bottle of Red Horse.

P. S.: I almost forgot―there's now an addition to my Hawaiian polo collection.