After Action [COMPLETED]

[WS] "BUGGERED"

Written 14 September 2019

Oh my God. Fuck me―this is bad. Real bad.

Right now, I am legitimately buggered by a "relatively minor" problem that's bothering me for quite some time. My "degenerate" mind wants to start a search for 'Tamayura' doujins, on either the Godfather's channel―NHN―or Iceman's channel―TSU. Else, my mind's eye will be haunted by these . . . "visions". Visions of the faceless MCs having sex with those girls . . . of the faceless MCs doing the nastiest kinks imaginable―"doing" those girls "as they please", as one would say. As much as I have "embraced" my degeneracy, the mere thought of it is giving me the chills―scratch that. The mere thought of it makes me want to hurl up a mixture of blood and bile, and do a "No Russian" afterwards. It's much more repulsive than searching for 'Non Non Biyori' doujins―and reading two of those―while transitioning from the first season of the animé to the second.

For me, 'Tamayura' is more than just your average slice-of-life animé: 'Tamayura' is everyone's story―characters, voice talents, producers, viewers (local and foreign), supporters, fans, and Takehara residents alike. Each and every character featured on the show, I have grown to both like and admire―especially Fuu, and her circle of friends. And finding 'Tamayura' doujins at this point in time . . . well, it feels like I am actually doing a disservice, both to the animé, and to the memories I have of watching it. However, resisting that urge will only guarantee this degenerate a one-in-ten chance of surviving that particular battle, much less winning the war to control my "degenerate" mind.

If only I am attending Day 4 of this year's Manila International Book Fair . . .