After Action [COMPLETED]

[GR] "NO NUT NOVEMBER"

The 'No Nut November' challenge is a yearly "tradition" observed by men who are bored out of their wits on social media. This year, I am participating on the month-long challenge of not masturbating to any porn. Here are the first two articles I've written for this month; other articles I've written afterwards, while tagged with the hashtag #NoNutNovember, are not related to said challenge, so I decided to post it as separate chapters.

Written 01 November 2019

Oh. I almost forgot―today marks the start of 'No Nut November'. ('No Fap November' for the old-timers.) If it weren't for the NNN-related posts on Zuccfeed, I might've forgotten about it.

I did survive last year's month-long challenge. And I've got to say, it was that hard―especially I'm a "card-carrying member" the so-called 'Hentai Special Forces'. Can I survive not fapping to all porn stored in my smartphone's SD card this year? We'll never know. However, all I've got to say is this: it will be―totally―another tough challenge for me.

Written 01 November 2019

Ooh. I am totally enjoying this year's 'No Nut November'. It seems that a great many "operators" are failing that singular mission on the first day; there's bound to be more, I can feel it. Also, a great number of the so-called "free passes" are being distributed as of writing. (Which, for the "war veterans", is just another pathetic excuse to give in to the urge to fap.) I, on the other hand, am just standing by―while distributing the MW2019-related meme I made on the comment section of all pages glorifying the event.

With the successful defense of my sanity against the dark forces urging me to search for 'Tamayura' doujins taken into account, I am confident enough to survive this year's 'No Nut November'.

Little did I know, I will "lose" that challenge―and it's not because I have masturbated during the "forbidden" month. Rather, I have hit another rock-bottom moment.

FULL ARTICLE FROM THE 'WEEB COMMUNITY PH' FACEBOOK GROUP, WRITTEN 11 NOVEMBER 2019

To all operators (and to the admins of this group, please let me rant for once),

Guys, I think I'm done. And I'm serious.

I will announce my withdrawal from this year's challenge―or , whichever you want to call it. And it's not because I broke the pledge of resisting the urge to fap for one month. (In fact, there's no "urge" in me to speak of.)

Kung alam n'yo―at nakatitiyak akong mayroon at mayroong nakakaalam ng aking kalagayan―ako'y nakikipaglaban sa aking matinding kalungkutan―o depresyon, kung tawagin. But how can one fight that battle, when the people "whomst" you expect to give their support, in both good times and bad―eh, sila pa 'yung pangunahing dahilan ng depresyon mo? Kaputa-putahan lang, sabihin ko sa inyo. Nakakasawa lang na mumurahin ka sa bawat pagkakamali mo―at iyon lang ang napapansin niya. Paano matututo ang tao n'yan?

(Translation: If you know―and I am sure someone knows of my situation―I am battling against extreme bouts of sadness―or depression, as it is called. But how can one fight that battle, when the people "whomst" you expect to give their support, in both good times and bad―they're the primary sources of your depression? Jesus fucking Christ―I tell you. I find it tiresome to be verbally abused for every mistake I make―and that's the only thing they notice. How can one learn from that experience?)

I'm done. For this year, and for the rest of my life.

Bravo Six, going dark.