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Yet another day passed...leaving you curled up in the darkest corner, crying your eyes out. It was another failure of many you've done in the passed time, nearly escaping death. 'I'm such a failure...I can't even save the innocent human lives...' It was tough and a difficult time to overcome these memories, yet it lingers on your mind every second. The terrific screams of help, the crimson blood splattered around and the lifeless corpses being eaten by demons. That was enough for you..'I don't deserve anything better than death...' You've started to think even why did Oyakata-sama made you a hashira? Was it because of pity? No, he is a too nice human being for doing it that way. But you couldn't let the thoughts down, it killed you inside and out. Some of your fellow hashira's even said you weren't good nor strong enough to defeat a twelve kizuki.
'I'm not capable of killing demons...I should have payed my life for the humans..yet I ran away..'
Clenching your fists in anger and pure sadness, you started to sob louder and not caring if anybody heard you, I mean...you lived alone in your estate and nobody would want to visit a burden like you. But unlike your thoughts, there was someone out there and being worried about you and your absence. Muichiro glanced every few seconds around, wanting to see that kind smile walking towards him and hug him tightly. But the cloud hashira, you, weren't coming. 'Where is (Y/N)-chan...again?' „Oh! Tokito-san! Are you waiting for her again?". The boy turned around to see the love hashira standing in front of him and to her answer, Muichiro responded with a small nod. „She won't come sadly..I had a funny thing in mind we could do! But she wasn't feeling well so I delayed our girls trip. Maybe you should look and see how she is doing?". She put her hands together by the end of her sentence and watched to see him react in some way. „I think...I'll go after the meeting..". She squealed happily and dragged him to the meetings place.
{after the meeting}
Muichiro walked the path to your rather small estate, stopping every few times to admire the flowers that lead to your garden in front of the house. Every time he came by, the flowers brought him a nice and calm feeling. 'This one reminds me..of (Y/N)-chan...so beautiful' As he approached your door, it was opened slightly as soft whimpers and sobs could be heard, making the young boy wonder what had happened to make you cry. He slowly started to walk towards your opened door and entered, the mess in the room making him now worry a bit more. Muichiro assumed you'd be in your room, and he was right. Your body lying in the darkest corner and crying on an on without stopping anytime soon. „(Y/N)-chan...? What are..you doing?". He whispered to not scare you, your tired and red puffy eyes looked up to him. „Are you okay..?". Shaking your head furiously, Muichiro came nearer to you and sat down, placing your head softly on his lap. „Breathe...just breathe deeply in and out...(nickname)..". He softly traced your face, wiping the tears away and hummed softly to calm you.
„Am..I-I..really t-that..bad..?". He nearly choked on his saliva upon hearing you say this. „No". He simply answered and looked into your (e/c) eyes. „That is a lie. You are a strong person. You have weak spots just like everyone else...I love you...". You blushed a soft pink as new tears prickled in your eyes. „Will you tell me..why you've been..acting this way". You nodded softly and sat up, taking a deep breath and started to tell him what was picking you so much. „In the past time...I..I couldn't save a single life...it scared me and I felt like the biggest..failure". Muichiro took your soft and delicate hands into his, making your attention turn fully to him. „You are not a failure. Everybody has his good and such as bad days...months or years. But whatever happens, I will go through it with you. Don't ever think..that way. Others may think this way but true friends not...you are loved by me and others....(Y/N)". He smiled softly at you, gentle as ever and a feeling of relief washed by, making your muscles relax and your breathing calmed into a steady one. „P-promise me..that...okay Mui-chan?". He tilted his head to the side, looking somehow offended by your question.
„What is that even for a question!? I will be here for you. I won't leave never ever leave you bunny...". Muichiro said and pulled you in for a hug. He stroked your back gently as he kissed your head.
„Everything will...be fine"
~^~^~Author-chan~^~^~ I'm so so so soft for Mui bby🥺 Bring him back!! NOW!!
🍡I will try to do more chapters a day so I won't disappoint you guys!! I am really trying my best but the stories just take me some time.
Hope you'll understand this🥺 Thanks for being a part of this story and being my best readers!!
