Fix You

40-Its Not A Choice

*jens pov*

"Leah, I'm serious, we have to get up early tomorrow." I say and push her away from my neck, then I roll over so I'm not facing her in the bed. "C'mon baby, it'll relax you. I know you're nervous to see your parents tomorrow." She says getting close to my ear, and resting her hand on the side of my thigh.

"It'll calm me down for like 2 minutes, then I'll be paranoid again." I roll my eyes. "Ok, but at least you're getting sex, that's good even if you'll still be paranoid after." She shrugs and I sigh.

"Mmkayy." I sigh and turn, laying on my back. She giggles a little, and crawls on top of me. She immediately goes down on me, and she was right, I do love sex. And she loves giving it to me.

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I wake up the next morning, ass naked, and cold. But we don't have time to lay around. My parents live pretty far away. So we have to get on the road. I roll out of bed, and take a quick shower. "Leah get up." I say and throw a pillow at her. She groans and rolls over. "I told you we had to get up early, so move your ass." I say and shake her. "Fineee." She says in a sleepy tone.

She stands up and stumbles around, bumping into the dresser. "Sorry." She says and pats the dresser like it has feelings. "You're stupid." I laugh and she flips me off before going into the bathroom. We both are not morning people, but today is different for me.

Leah comes out of the bathroom 15 minutes later, with her hair and makeup done. Then she heads into her closet to get dressed. I changed into an outfit that I brought, then I put my hair in a cute ponytail once it was dry.

"Ok, let's go so I can sleep in the car." She says walking out of the bathroom. "Alright." I smile. She was wearing light washed skinny jeans, with rips on the knees, and a tight black tank top that made her boobs look great. Then she had a cute jacket on, since I know she doesn't wanna show too much skin in front of my parents.

We get in the car, and stop by Starbucks for breakfast. I let Leah dj since I'm driving, and we pretty much have the same music taste anyways. 

Leah ends up staying awake the whole time, and we just have random conversation. She also has some road rage, even though I'm the one driving.

"The gps says about 15 more minutes." I say and I see Leahs face get pale. "I'm scared too baby." I say and hold her hand. We sit in silence for the rest of the ride. Until we pull into my parents drive way.

"Ok look. Before we go in there, let's just hope for the best. I can't tell you that it's all gonna be fine and dandy. But I know my parents, they love me." I say and caress her cheek.

"They just wanna see me happy. And I'm happy with you." I say and she smiles. She looks away, at the house and nods. "Let's go my love." I say and kiss her cheek, then we both get out, and walk to the front door.

I take a deep breath, then I ring the doorbell. Seconds later, I hear footsteps running to the door. I smile to myself a little since I know it's my mom excited to see me.

The door clicks, and I see my moms happy face appear in the doorway. "Mija!" She squeals and grabs my hand, pulling me into a hug. "Hiii!" I say sweetly and hug her back. When we hugged, I forgot everything that would happen later on. I felt safe in my mom's arms. I just hate that I'll probably not be able to feel like that with her again after all this.

"I love you so much, look at how beautiful! Isn't she just beautiful?!" My mom asks Leah, even though she doesn't even know who this random girl is standing beside me. "Of course." Leah says with no problem. My mom smiles and kisses my cheek.

She pulls away, and gets another look at Leah, then her smile fades, and she raises one brow. "Don't be rude Jennifer. Who's your friend?" She asks interested. "This is Leah." I say hesitantly. "Hi." Leah says and holds her hand out. "Hello Leah, it's nice to meet you. You can call me Lupe." She says with that same friendly smile.