CHAPTER 30

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WARNING: MILD SMUT AHEAD



YOONGI'S POV

Its been 4 days since i fucked up... i was laying on my bed and about to sleep but i cant.. i suddenly miss him.. his voice, his angelic voice... the way he sang to me, the way he prounounce words while he's singing look at me in the eye while he's laughing or talking... i miss it him so much...


-flashback-


After we ate.. i got to my room as quickly as possible because i dont want to see jimin nor being near him...  i got my phone anf headphones and lay on my couch at my room then suddenly i heard my door opened...

"Hyung we need to talk" i heard jimin said and i mentally sigh.. 'here we go again' i though to myself

"Thered nothing to talk jimin.. go out" i told him with cold voice


"Why are you ignoring me hyung? Did i do something wrong? Im the one who should be mad at you bacause you make me injure my arms becauae you pushed me hard and you didnt even say sorry... is it because if the kis-" i suddenly rose up and throw my phone and headphones on the wall that create a noise...


"I FUCKING TOLD YOU THERES NOTHING TO FUCKING TALK ABOUT!! STOP BEING SO ANNOYING!! STOP BEING LOUD!! YOUR VOICE IS TOO UGLY FOR ME TO HEAR! DONT EVEN TRY TO LAUGH! IT KILLS ME LIKE I WANNA THROW FUCKING UP! DONT COME NEAR ME AND YOU BETTER STAY FUCKING AWAY FROM ME BECAUSE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO SUSPECT BEING A FAGGOT LIKE YOU! I WONDER WHY YOUR PARENTS DISOWNED YOU.. ITS BECAUSE THEY ALREADY KNEW WHEN YOU GROW YOU'LL BE ANNOYING ASF! THATS WHY YOU GREW UP IN THE ORPHANAG-" 













He slapped me











Silence covered us until i realized what did i do... i fucked up


"J-jimin" i said walking to his direction


"N-no.. dont even da-dare" he said while still sobbing mess..he's crying.. and its because of me



"It-its that why yo-you think o-of me? A-an annoying fag-faggot?? Fi-fine.. from-from now o-on ill n-never bother you ag-again... you-you can call me what-whatever you want but d-dont in-include my parents... yo-you jerk!!" He said again while sobbing and crying

"J-jimin no! I didnt mean i-"

"Go back" he said and everything went blurr for a second..


I dropped to the floor and heard footsteps coming towards me


"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HIM!! YOU KNOW HOW FRAGILE HE WAS! YET YOU MAKE HIM CRY!!" Jin-hyung shouted at me and i was staring at the floor emotionless...i notice that the other members and their partners are also here already


"You know what yoongi-hyung? We maybe your fans and were sneaking. Into your house. But you shouldNT  said that to jimin.. you have no idea how he survive by himself... and you have the audicity to tell him that? Go back"  tae said

"NO!" Jungkook shouted but taehyung suddenly dissapeared...ami then look at hoseok


"Im sorry" she said and hoseok sighed


"Go back" she said and slight pain comes across our minds but didnt bother to yelp in pain... they all sighed and leave my room

"What have i done" i said and throw myself at thr bed"



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