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The Suffering in Love:

America and Russia were sitting together and looking at each others presence judging each other as they stood in silence. It was impossible to think about anything else but to sit in silence and gaze upon each other thinking of nothing but the penetrating thoughts in their minds about how they feel about each other, They both knew it was time and that this was probably the most hardest time they had to deal with together but with each journey couples will take their is a journey where it becomes the hardest and that's facing each other in the moment of leaving no room for love but simply despising The presence of one another.

America looked away and to the window, outside a cloudy sunset, Russia looked at the picture of them on the counter in the kitchen. America's heart softened as his eyes started to fill with drops of water, Russia sighed and looked from the ground and at Ame, America sighed which followed the quiet room with a sudden sound. Russia eyebrows lifted up as Ame looked at him, Russia looking back. " Russ...... " Ame said quietly looking away. " Mm " Russia replied as he continued to look at Ame. " after, every single time of this. I still.. love you, very much " Ame said quietly. Croaking in his voice.

Russia slowly walked up to him as Ame looked at him. " Me too my dear, even so after everything, every time " America immediately hugged him and started crying while apologizing " Russ I'm so incredibly sorry, please, please, I'm sorry " Russia hugged Ame's small frame. A single drop falling out of his eye socket " it's alright sweetheart, please don't worry. I apologize " Russia said quietly. America gripped his back crying hardly in his chest. It seemed like Ame was gripping him for deal life, as if he let go he'd fall into a black void. Russia held him not letting, as if he let him go he'd suddenly disappear.

Russia picked him up by his waist, Ame wrapping his legs around him. Russia held him like a koala as Ame held him tight, as he snuggled his face into Russia's neck. Russia walked over to the sofa and sat down as America continued to stay in his lap, Russia rubbed his back in a comforting matter as Ame sobbed in the arch of his neck. " Russ, I'm so sorry, please. I'll be better I'll be better I promise, please I was just so very upset please " America said, Tears filling his eyes, as Russia pulled him away to look at him. " please don't worry, everything will be

Just fine. I love you for how you are, there is nothing I want you to change but to improve yourself, not for me but for yourself " Russia whispered as Ame looked at him with loving ease. " T-Thank you " Ame said as Russia smiled and wiped away his tears. They both knew exactly what they were going through, and it was completely ok with them. It was hard, it was tough, and they almost ended everything they put effort into together but. They couldn't, their love for each other was incredibly powerful, there was nothing they couldn't do, they always managed to walk through everything together, everything that had happened.