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🎁🎉GerRusAme🎄🎊 🎚Part 2🎚

Ame heard them chanting, as he looked at Russia who was shocked, as he blushed. While Germany looked as if he was going to start crying. The chanting got louder, and louder to the point of Ame screaming " NO, SHUT THE HELL UP " Ame said, as he bursts out crying, he ran out the room. He went to the back porch, where he sat down on the seats, while looking at Russia's plain garden.
" Did we, do something? " Finland asked in confusion. Germany started to tear up, and got up and went over to the kitchen. As he sat down while looking at the window. " Guys, stay oj the couch. I need to talk with them " Russia said seriously, as they all obeyed. Russia went outside and saw Ame quietly crying. " What are you doing here? " Ame said softly not looking at him. Russia turned his face gently towards him, as his eyes were shining and beatiful. Russia never got to see America's eyes before. Russia blushed, but whiped the tears that flowed down Ame's face " i'm sorry " Russia said while huging him. Ame pulled away " Do you hate me, that much? " Ame said, as rage or jealousy filled his expression while tears formed. " нет, not at all. I love you " Russia said pulling Ame for a kiss. " Mmmph!~ " America exclaimed, as he knew when he kissed Germany hurt him deeply, but forgave him anyway, because he did truly love him. America kept trying to pull away, and walk away. However, Russia strained him down, and kept making his kiss deeper.

America moaned, as he saw Germany at the door way. America pulled away, and grabbed Germany' hand and sunk a deep kiss in his lips, for a couple seconds. Germany pushed Ame against the wall, kissing him deeply. Russia stared in disbelief. They both stopped and looked at Russia. Ame kissed his lips, while Germany kissed his kneck. " Ah~ " Russia moaned. As they stopped, America started to cry, but smiled and said " I-i'm sorry, for loving you, Russia. Which ended up hurting you as well as Germany, because you moved on, but i didn't want, to, let you go. I'm sorry Germany " Ame started to walk back, as tears flowed down his eyes. But was quickly pulled by Russia's hand and into his arms, as Germany covered both Ame and Rus. " Don't be " Germany whispered. They all hugged for a while. They heard footsteps, it was Japan " Are you alright, guys? " She asked in concern. " да,спасибо, Japan " Russia said softly. She smiled, as they all came inside, as Germany patted her head softly, she blushed. They all sat down on the floor, as the others sat waiting on the couch. " Well? " Finnland. " Everything is okie " Japan said inncocently and sat down, as Kazakhstan smiled at her, as she stuck her smol tonge out. He blushed, as they continued to started to watch home alone. It had been an hour and a half, as they giggled and laughed. The movie was over, it was a little boring. So they decided to watch one final movie, The Grinch. In the middle of the movie, Ame

Had noticed, that Russia was had always been talking and laughing with Germanyy, and didn't give any sort of attention to Ame. Ame thought to his head ( ⚠️ Please read this part if you need help with dealing with toxic relationships ⚠️ ) ' I can't keep going. I'm trapping myself in a relationship that is seemingly not working out. If i keep getting upset that Russia is not giving me any attention, at all, and Germany never seemed to care, then there was really no point of me being there. This type of toxic relationship is extremely unhealthy, the fact if i leave them, they would be extremely hurt, especially for Russia. But if i stay, i'm constantly being neglected, which can really hurt and affect someone, like me. It could make someone feel insecure about their self-worth and appearance, and their overall existence, which can be really damaging, and make them create a sort of fear of abandoment and neglection. I can't keep going, i'm going to end up hurt if i keep holding on to something, that hurts me. No one should have to experience that. It's time to leave and stand up and to leave this unhealthy relationship, otherwise, i'm going to feel appsolutely worthless. I know i'm gonna miss my memories and moments i had with them, well Russia. But i know i can make better one's with people who do want to be around me, and that making new moments with them is endless ' Ame had zoned back to reality.