Chapter 45 - Conversation
Agad akong umalis at iniwan sya doon. Ayos lang naman siguro dahil tapos nadin naman ang usapan namin
Agad agad kong tinawag si Kuya Clave para sunduin ako. Wala din naman kase akong sasakyan para nakauwi tyaka hindi naman ako marunong mag drive! Kamalasan nga naman. Ayoko na makasama pa sya na lalagpas sa isang minuto.
I hate him! I changed my mind na hindi pa ako nakaka move on. I freaking hate that guy. The guts!
Nandon padin sya sa loob hangga ngayon at hindi ko alam ano pang ginagawa nya don. I don't want to know! Bahala sya sa buhay nya. This is the first and last time we will meet after 5 years! He's not gonna see my face again. I'll talk to dad about the business partner kind of thing. I don't even need one.
Why am getting so mad?!
Because he made my heart beat so fast again! He shouldn't have said that.
It was so wild. But at the same time it caught me. It caught my freaking heart again! Freaking tip.
I don't know what I look like right now but I know that I'm fuming mad and I'm probably red as a tomato right now. Ang init init pa dahil hindi ako nagdala ng payong. Malay ko bang ganito na pala kainit ang pinas. Hello hindi naman ganito kainit sa Singapore.
Noon naman hindi ganito kainit!
"Here" he handed me a handkerchief
"Thanks" I took it and my impulsive hands really took it! It was late when I realized that it was his. Kanino pa ba eh sya lang naman ang kasama ko kanina pa!
Madalas talaga sabaw utak ko eh.
"Ihahatid na kita" I should say no. I should say no.
I'm gonna say no
"Sure" boom marupok
What did I say again? Say no? Nah, sayang gas. Why would I say no kung libre na pamasahe ko. Ayoko mag inarte ngayon. It's hot and my skin can't handle it anymore. Naka long sleeves pa naman ako dahil ito ang karaningwan sinu-suot ko sa Singapore.
Hindi ko nadin naman kasya yung mga damit ko noon tyaka masyado ng luma ang iba kaya tinapon o pinamigay ko na.
"Let's go" he took his car keys on his pocket. He looks so cool doing that. Last time kase pareho kaming hindi pa legal age kaya puro driver lang.
I wanna learn how to drive.
I was about to get inside pero pinigilan nya ako.
"At sinong nagsabing dyan ka uupo? Dito ka sa harap. Gagawin mo pa akong driver ah" I rolled my eyes and did what he told me.
After talaga neto di na ako magpapakita sa lalaking to.
"Don't roll your eyes on me. Gusto mo patirikin ko yan?" I looked at him and glared. San nya nakukuha ang lakas ng loob na sabihin yon?! He is freaking married!
"Gusto mong sakalin kita?" I said while glaring. He chuckled and said "in bed?" I lost it.
Hindi ko nalang sya kinibo buong byahe. Baka ano nanamang masabi nya at masakal ko talaga sya. I don't wanna die yet. I'll gladly do it kung marunong ako mag drive.
"Hey, talk to me" I didn't talk. Hinayaan ko lang syang kulitin ako. That won't work on me anymore. Hindi na kami. Hindi ko na sya crush. He's already my ex boyfriend and he's already married. He should know that this is wrong.
"Hey, they said that kissing is a language of love" kumunot ang noo ko at tinignan sya. What the hell he's saying?
"And?" Hindi ko inalis ang tingin ko sakanya dahil na curious talaga ako. If curiosity kills the cat then I don't wanna die yet.
"Would you mind starting a conversation with me?" I glared at him again and punched his arm lightly. Again, I don't wanna die yet.
He's so annoying.
"Can you please stop playing and focus on the road!" It's almost looks like I'm screaming but I'm not that loud.
"Who said I'm playing?" Now he's more focused and looks so serious.
This is awkward
I sighed and took my phone out to take a picture of the scenery outside. I like to take pictures to relax and it's a hobby of mine. Para ma preserve yung memories.
While taking a picture, a notification suddenly popped up.
From ady? It's Adrian. I remember that this is his username.
adyyy_ : tagged you in a post. What? What did he post.
Pinindot ko yon
I saw a picture of me taking a picture of the scenery. Ngayon lang to ah! Why did he... why did he post it?!
Tinignan ko sya at nakita ko agad ang naka ngisi nyang mukha. Ulol.
"Delete that" Hindi padin nawala ang ngisi nya. Why is he doing this to me?!
"Read the caption" he said. Why would I?
Pero ginawa ko padin. Naintriga din naman ako ano yung caption nya.
adyyy_ : finally with my love again.
Hindi ako makapag salita. His love? Ano nanaman bang laro to? This is... this is making me weak in 100 different ways.
Pinatay ko ang phone ko at tumingin sa mga paa ko.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked while spacing out. I don't know what to believe anymore.
I can't see his face but I know he's confuse. Ako din naman. Nalilito din naman ako.
"Doing what?" I chuckled as a sarcasm.
"This. Lahat ng to. Bakit ka nandito ulit. Saying all those cheesy things" I laughed and paused for a while. Tinignan ko sya na ngayon ay naka kunot na ang noo.
"What do you mean? Do you mean I can't do all this?" He asked.
"Yes! You can't Adrian. You are married! I'm not a home wrecker. Specially now that Erika is pregnant. No" ibinaba ko ulit ang tingin ko sa paa ko.
I don't wanna get played anymore.
Tapos na akong paglaruan.
"You don't know?" He chuckled and focused on the road.
"What do you mean I don't know?" I asked confused. Lahat nalang ng bagay nalilito ako.
"Nothing" he said as if it's just normal for him. Masyado syang chill baka saksakin ko sya.
This is confusing me in 169 different ways.
"You're annoying" I said out of the blue.
"Why? You're jealous?" I tsked. He's annoying. Why would he ask that?
Of course I'm not.
Why would I?
"And If I am?!" I screamed and glared at him
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If I am? - JK2k20
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