The Life Of a Teenage Girl.

Chapter 75

Prom part 2

My hand left her wrist slowly as I felt my whole world break apart again. My heart was pumping slowly and it felt as if I was dying slowly right now. My breathing felt cut off as I could hear myself taking in short breaths my eye sight seemed to be out of placed as If I was blind. Silence. Silence was all that was left. "Wh-wha- what?" I breathed out stuttering. Kristina bit her lip as she hid her face in her hands. "Im sorry Helena! I-" I stepped forward cutting her off as she moved back. "What?!" I yelled getting angry. I shook my head but then looked down at the test. I then let out a bitter laugh. "Your lying, you can't be telling the truth. Why should I believe you if all you have been doing to me is lying. Lies, lies, lies!" She bit her lip as she tried not to sob. "Your lying. You brought a fake test didn't you?" I asked her. Kristina shook her head, "I'm not Helena." I huffed out as I closed my eyes. Sudden rage took over me as I then threw the test at the mirror as it cracked. Kristina got scared easily as she looked up at with soft, scared eyes.

I was angry cause she wasn't telling the truth. She keeps lying and that got me angry. Why would she lie just to ruin a relationship? "So your telling me that you and Tyler, MY BOYFRIEND, had sexual-" I couldn't even finish my sentence. I bit my lip so hard that I could taste the metal salty blood on my tongue. I shook my head as Kristina keep crying. "I'm sorry.. I- I didn't- I-" I put my hand up as I turned away. "Iook I have somewhere better to be at and I can't-" I couldn't even finish that sentence, so I did what I could do. I turned around and ran out of the restroom as I felt tears come to my eyes. I closed my eyes as I leaned against the wall as I tried to count to ten. "Relax Helena. She can't ruin your night. Tyler isn't having a baby with Kristina." I breathed out as I tried to count. I bit my lip, I knew I had to find the truth, I have to ask Tyler but in order to do that, I had to calm down first. I couldn't be going out on the floor to dance while looking like a big mess. I shook my head sadly as I ran my hand through my wavy hair.

My feet found themselves walking forward as I found myself on the dance floor again. Everyone was dancing and having fun as they had smiles on their face. At least I can act like them, I mean I can see through people like reading a book. There was a lot of people who try to hide their feelings deep down inside and they know that they don't want to be at this Prom. They would rather cry in their bed at home then be here. But they always put a fake smile on their faces to make it feel better... But then truth Is... That nothing gets better. Smiling just makes it hurt more, it hurts for us.

I felt arms wrap around me as I turned around to come face to face with.. Tyler.

"Hey are you okay?" He asked as he looked down at me with concern. I bit my lip and faked a smile. "Yea, why?" My mouth hurted, to smile, it was painful

"Well you took a little long in there.. Is everything okay?" He asked me as I looked around. Should I ask him now? Was this the right time to ask him?

All these questions and choices went through my head as I shook my head.

"I- I need to ask you something, just- just please Tyler whatever you do, please tell me the truth." I stuttered, desperate to find out the truth.

He looked down at me as he touched both sides of my face with his big and soft hands. "What is it?" He asked a little worried. I closed my eyes. "Are- .. Are you a good dancer?" I lied as he looked at me funny and started laughing. I sighed and looked down at the gym floor. I just couldn't get myself to tell him to question. I was scared of the answer. It was a relief though since he didn't notice my sigh cause of his loud laughter that he was hearing through his ears. "Hell yes I am. What a silly question to ask." He held out his hand as he gave me a lollipop side grin, I faked a giggle as I gave him my hand. He led me towards our friends who were obviously having a fun time then me. I looked at them in envy. I wished that I could actually feel the feeling right now but I was numb and I couldn't feel anything.