The Life Of a Teenage Girl.

Chapter 3

Layla and Kayla both squealed as they read it.
"It's not fair! I wanted Mr. Hotty."
We laughed as we walked in the school.

There was a new teacher at the school and she was saying some stuff about her. I guess she was cool cause she didn't yell like other teachers. I got a talent that when I look you in the eye I know what type of person you are in a second. Just like that. It's pretty worth it if you tell me. Her class ended and her name is Ms. Morgan. I just couldn't stop thinking about Tyler. He was perfect I guess. I sat down in my seat as I looked at the clock. I just wanted to go home. Mr. Hade is just the WORST..
He is badder than Mr. Zeeman.
He had us take a pop quiz . On the first day! Who does that?! He wanted to know how much we learned over the summer. This is driving me crazy. I was smart but not that geek smart. I get like three, four wrong. I finished the test and put on my headphones.

"Ms. Green! Ms,Green, oh Ms.Green!"
I woke up as my eyes squinted to see Mr. Hade looking angry at me.
"Class is over and school is out." He said his thumb motioning towards the door. I feel my cheeks burn up in embarrassment and grab my stuff walking towards the door.
I couldn't find none of my friends. None of them! I sigh as I hear a ring tone. It's close . Where is that coming from? I mentally hit my head with the palm of my hand and grab my phone out of my back pocket.
"Hello?"
"Helena ! It's your mom and I'm gonna be late today so I need you to take care of your sister for me and pick her up."
I hear her voice over the phone.
I sigh . She is always doing this to me.
"Whatever." I said pissed and hang up.
Where am I gonna get a ride anyway? I could skateboard there but her school is a long way from here.
"Helena?" I hear a husky voice call. I turn to the direction of the voice and my eyes widened to see Tyler.
"Tyler?" I say back.
He laughs and nods.
"So I see you woken up from your class nap."
Shit. I didn't know he was in the same class as me. Was I drooling? Why didn't that stupid teacher wake me up before? My cheeks heat up and I bite my lip. He laughs and says
"You look cute blushing."
I blush more and he chuckled.
I may be tanned but it's still noticeable.
"Need a ride?" He asks.
"Ah your a life saver. I do but I gotta pick up my little sister from school."
I say.
"It's no problem. I could still get you there." I smile and it's real. I just feel safe with him and connected? I don't know. He opens the door for me as I get in. Gentlemen much? You really never see that these days. He gets in as well and he starts the car. I tell him the directions to the school as we drive off.It's really awkward and silent as I break the silence.
"So uh you new here?" I ask him as I play with my fingers.
He slightly smiles.
"Uh not really. I been here before . Im just upstate . I moved a while ago but came back and here I am in a new school." He says.
"Oh that's new." I mumble as he laughs.
All the way to the school we have a LONG conversation and we got to know each other. I found out he has two brothers and a little sister. His favorite color is red and black. I got to know some more things and he got to know me too. We just met and I feel special already. I never had this long talk with a guy now that I think about it. I just never told him my "real" life. I'm always smiling but there are dark deep secrets in that smile. I notice that I also fake smile a lot . I'm always trying to be happy but sometimes I break down too. Were at the school and I get out the car to see my little sister playing with her friends at the playground.
"Carly!" I call and gave her a side hug. She can be annoying a lot but I really love her. She is my sister no matter what.
"Oh hi Helena . How are you?" Her teacher says with a smile.
"I'm good . I guess." I mumble the last part.
"Bye teacher!" Carly yells as I drag her into Tyler's car.
"Is this your boyfriend?" She squeals.
I blush and look down as he chuckled.
"No um Carly this is Tyler, he is new."
"You wanna see my drawing of my friends ?!"
No I mouth to Tyler as he looks at me .
"Sure why not." Dam!
She took like 5 minute to explain to him about the drawing. Were driving now and him and Carly are talking about friends. Me and him had a few words but that was it I guess.
"Stop right here." I look up the see my house.
He opens the door for us and Carly giggles and jumps out . I roll my eyes and get out the car.
"Thanks for the ride ." I whisper.
"Yea I'll see you tomorrow Helena." I melted as he said my name. I watch him drive away. Carly gasped .
"What happened Carly!?" I said.
"Daddy was sending us letters today. Wanna see em!?"
I smile at her. I know she loves her dad too. We walk inside to see no one right now. We looked around the house to see no letters. Carly was sad and I was to. Sometimes it's just a lie. To believe it or not my life sucks. I never see my dad so I don't have one and mom is always somewhere else. My boyfriend died in a car crash last year. I will never forget him. He was the best. When I heard the news I took it hard. I started cutting myself wanting to die. I go into my room and did all of my homework.
Me and my sister started to play some games as she feel asleep.
I carried her up to her room and tucked her in the bed.
"Goodnight Carly." I sighed and kissed her head . I went into my room and started thinking about life. I felt something wet come down my face and noticed it was a tear coming down my face. I started crying more and more and my vision was getting blurry. I think that I like Tyler. But I was scared. I was afraid to love again.
I cried myself to sleep that night as all I heard was silence and nothing but darkness.