The Life Of a Teenage Girl.

Chapter 67

My face fell as my heart beat started beating as fast as lighting. It was like I was alone, a puzzle piece that belong to me will be gone in any second and there wasn't anything I could do about it. I started heavily breathing and tried not to jump on the doctor and yell at him for more answers and details. Chris grip on my shoulder keep getting tighter and tighter as he started to see my reaction towards this. Jen looked shocked but sad when she turned to me. My hands made fist and all I wanted to do was punch the wall right in front of me. The love of my life could not be slipped away from me, in my hands. I had him! He just can't go away without telling me anything. I finally spoke up even though I couldn't breath anyway and even my voice was dry and cracked. "What-what?" I questioned as I felt some tears come to my eyes but none ever came down or felt like they were. The doctor looked at Jen with a sad face as he turned to me. "I'm sorry but like I said- he's in a comma right now and we don't know when he might wake up." He said and explained to not only me but us. I looked down at the ground not knowing what to say. It took all the energy in me to not punch anybody or anything in front of me. I felt heat come to my face and fire building inside of me. This couldn't be happening to me...why does everything happen to me? I thought as the grip on my shoulder began to get tighter and tighter. "Calm down Helena." He whispered into my ear as I tried to breath in and out. I was furious.

"How long will he be out?" I asked as I looked at the doctor furious. The doctor sighed as he looked at the ground while shaking his head. "We don't really know but it could be days, weeks, months, or even years if it's that bad and it kinda looks bad right now." My eyes burned with anger.

I looked to see the doctor looking at me with a surprised look as he looked back to Jen and whispered a few words to her. Jen then looked at me as she took me over and into my room back again. Once the door was closed I started pacing back and forward with right closed fist.

"Helena please calm down, I understand that your angry and everything but please...right now I'm pretty stressed and these kids are helping out." She looked down at her tummy as she rub it.

I sighed and shook my head.

"This-this can't happen to him- it can't, why couldn't it be me?!" I shouted as I put my hands in my head. I heard Jen sighed as a hand came down and touched my shoulder with loving and passion. Like she was trying to care for me but like she didn't know how to. "Hey- hey shhh.

Don't say that Helena! You have every reason to be right here and I'm pretty sure that Tyler will wake up soon. Maybe you need to stop being negative and start believing in stuff more like your mother. If you look..she did teach you a lot and that was one of the things." I listened to her words as I sighed. She was right, I needed to stop being the grinch and just believe in Tyler that he will awake soon. Maybe I needed to go back and listen to the vision I had with mom and her words more. I needed to focus on that so I would focus on Tyler and start believing. I smiled lightly up at Jen and nodded. "Your right, thanks." She nodded and returned the smile as she then looked at me sideways. "You know," she raised her brow at me with a small smirk, "maybe you need to start seeing Tyler and talk to him. Maybe even read him a book or how you been doing lately. Your feelings towards him. Maybe he will listen one day and he will wake up sooner knowing that he needs to get to you... Maybe your voice is the answer." Jen shrugged as she then sighed. "It's stupid...I feel like a character out of a stupid corny romance movie." She then bitterly laugh. "I'm negative now." My eyes widened as I shook my head while standing up. "No, no. Maybe you are right. Maybe I do need to visit him everyday." I said while pointing my finger towards her while nodding. My shoulders then slumped down. "If they even let me." I remembered the hospital is so strict. Jen shook her head. "They have to! Your his girlfriend!" She cried. I shrugged. "If they even allow it, I mean they have more control than I do right now." But if I thought about it, she was right. I was his girlfriend and they was no way for them to explain why they couldn't allow me in there! Again, I'm his girlfriend! I was in the same accident as him, the same car, the same place, at the same time! I crossed my arms and nodded as Jen just looked at the door. "I'll see you in a bit, tell me what you decided." I nodded. "I will."