The Life Of a Teenage Girl.

Chapter 69

Jen's P.O.V

I sighed as I stared at the wall, I was so bored. All I wanted was my babies back! Back into my arms. I wanted to giggle with them, smile with them, do everything with them but right now...they took them away from me. I hugged and crossed my arms as I shook my head. This is totally not fair at all. The door opener to reveal Edna. She then smiled at me as she closed the door. Oh great... Not I have to talk to her. Its not like I don't like her or anything but its just that this was going to be a little awkward. I mean this is the wife of your children's father. So weird...

"How are you doing?" She asked as she leaned against the door. I shrugged and sighed. "Pretty good so far but I wish I can get a hold of my babies back." She smiled and nodded. "I understand. When I first had..Duke it was hard for me to let go of him. I didn't want to give him to the doctors, like I just wanted to be with my baby the entire time I was in that room. But now... He's gone." She got a little teary eyed as I signed quietly. She didn't really have to bring up Duke, its bringing back memories... "You know, Duke use to be this beautiful, beautiful baby. When he opened his eyes, it was such an amazing sight to see and right there and then, I was blessed." I nodded. You do get blessed when you get to have your child and it was an amazing feeling. She looked at me with soft eyes. "I thought that Duke was a girl at the start..." She then started laughing as I smiled. It wasn't everyday you see her smiling and it was wonderful how you can just go back to old memories you remember and just laugh at them when your having a bad day or something.

She stopped laughing as her smiles went down. "Now.. I don't even think I'm blessed anymore. I think I'm cursed. I mean, who has even the right to take your child away from you? How do these things happen anyway? There so terrible!" She cried out as she shook her head. Edna wanted to cry and shout, she wanted to do more than that. She wanted to tear the whole rpof off of this hospital and just curse out loud. All she wanted was to get her son back and she can never get him back. It pained her, It really did . She hated this feeling. She hated it so much with passion. I looked at Edna with shockness at her yelling but I stayed calm. "Edna you need to relax. I know your really mad at the world for taking your son away but who isn't? Maybe we need to think about the goodness of this world and not the negitive. Maybe he wanted to go for a reason himself, you know what they say, everything happens for a reason. People come and go-" she cut me off by having a serious face and pouting. "But why!? Why?! So my son being dead was suppose to happen?" She asked me as I sighed and glared. "Look maybe you need to stop yelling at me and appreciate that I'm trying the hardest to make you feel better. And please I just gave birth to twins! I don't know of the saying is real and I don't actually know why okay! I was just trying to make you feel better." She stopped pouting and just leaned her head back. "Im sorry- okay I'm sorry. Its just that I'm having a hard time figuring out the world even today. It's just a big mystery, you know?" I nodded agreeing. Silence.

Silence filled the room so thickily that you could drop a paper clip and you would be able to hear it. It wasn't awkward silence though, it was just comfortable silence. We were both just sitting there, trying to figure things out. Drowning in our own thoughts. It wasn't silent anymore when Chris enter the room. He saw Edna standing in the corner when his mouth opened. 'I'm sorry for interruping, now is probably not a good time. I'll go." I didn't say anything since I thought that Edna wanted to stay but Edna stopped Chris and looked at me then back to him. "You can talk to her. I was actually gonna say one more thing to her but I'll tell her later." She gave him a light smile and one towards me right before she left the room. The door closed shut as I sighed thinking. What did Edna wanted to talk to me about? Or was she lying so me and Chris could talk since she didn't want him to feel bad? I wonder about so many many many things. I didn't know that Chris was getting closer to me until I felt the side of my bed sink down lower. I looked to my side to see him sitting at the edge of the corner of the bed as he patted my leg. "How do you feel?" He asked me as I licked my dry lips.