Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 38: LOVE DEPRIVE

Sidharth was in the bed with a laptop in her lap, working on something when Shehnaaz entered in the room. She went straight to the dressing table. Sidharth lifted his gaze from the laptop to her. Her back facing him but he can see her from the mirror. She looked lost.

'Is she upset because I complained to Mom. Did I upset her?'

She removed her earrings and open the cupboard taking a night dress from there. It was silver in color. She never gave a look to him. She went to the washroom. When he again got into his laptop. He felt guilty somewhere.

Shehnaaz came out looking very cute as well as hot at the same time in a silk top and short. He sometimes just want to stare at her timeless. She walked through the room to get into the bed when his eyes moved along with her. She got in the bed. Pulling her pink duvet till her lap. She was so lost to even spare a look at him.

'There has to be a reason behind this. Dr. Sidharth who loves his mother so much offered me, then forced me to marry him at the same month when his mother got an heart attack' she leaned her back on the head rest. Never looking at him for once.

'If I ask him about this maybe I wouldn't get an answer. Because if it was meant to tell me then I would have known this already.' she thought to herself. Her thought got disturbed when she heard him saying.

"Shehnaaz" he said.

"Haan?" she asked looking at him for the first time since she got in the room.

"Are you upset?" he asked shutting his laptop while looking at her. Shehnaaz decided to jerk the thought off of her mind as she won't get answers. She put the thought aside.

"Nehi kyun?" she asked.

"Because I said all those to Mom about you?" he said. Now she got it. If her mind was in normal condition she would have fight him. But there was some disturbance in her mind so she sighed.

"No, I'm not upset." She faked a smile but not at him. She was looking straight.

"You look upset. Is there any problem?" he seemed concern.

"Aisi koyi baat nehi hain. Mere life me kabhi koyi aapna tha hi nehi mere pass. Ma mujhe bohot pyaar karti hain jo mujhe kabhi mila nehi. Aur ye bhi pata hain ki yeh hamesha ke liye nehi rehega mere pass. Kyun ki kabhi koyi aapna reheta nehi mere pass. Jab mere apni Amma se hi pyaar nehi mila to phir main kaise expect karlu ye rehega. So it's okay." She faked a chuckle.

Sidharth's heart broke hearing her. But he didn't have the courage to ask her. Also he didn't had the right. At least that is what he thought. After a while Sidharth looked at her and said,

"Mom se tumhara jo bhi rishta hain, ya ye kahu ke jaisa bhi rishta hain ye mere liye ek blessing hain. kitne aise log hote hain jinke Mom se wife ke bante nehi. Kitme problems hote hain. Admi ki life hi muskil ho jati hain. Par mujhe aisi tension lene ki jaroorat nehi hoti kyunki tum dono me bohut hi pyaara rishta hain. bilkul Ma beti jaisi. Tum meri Mom se pyaar kartiho to isme mujhe kaise problem ho sakti hain batao?" he came a little close to her face.

"I feel blessed to see you both loving each other." He said and took a pause.

"bass Mom se thori jayada attention ke liye bola tha." He said like a little boy who wants more and more attention from his mother. Shehnaaz was upset in mind for a long time but after hearing this she chuckled.

She actually chuckled hearing what he said. He is a big man but his heart is like a baby. He wants his Mommy's attention like a little baby. Of course this doesn't go with his look.

"What?" he asked her getting a little offended by her chuckle.

"Nothing." She said and couldn't hold a giggle. That slipped from her.

"What Shehnaaz?" he again said.

"You are like a baby." She said giggling. His heart skipped a beat watching her giggle also hearing baby from her. Though she didn't say it like that. Like how he sometimes call her baby. But even he like it. Definitely he would feel offended if someone else say this. But she was Shehnaaz. The girl that hold the power to make his heart feel fluttered, happy, peace without even doing anything. And there she was giggling herself like a baby and calling him a baby.

"I'm not." He said long after watching her giggle and faked anger a little.

She again giggled. They both again kept quiet for a long time.

"You are like a baby." She said giggling. His heart skipped a beat watching her giggle also hearing baby from her. Though she didn't say it like that. Like how he sometimes call her baby. But even he like it. Definitely he would feel offended if someone else say this. But she was Shehnaaz. The girl that hold the power to make his heart feel fluttered, happy, peace without even doing anything. And there she was giggling herself like a baby and calling him a baby.

"I'm not." He said long after watching her giggle and faked anger a little.

She again giggled. They both again kept quiet for a long time.

"Waise bass kuch din ki hi baat hain. phir main chali jayungi. Aur Aapke ma ka pyaar bhi nehi batega." She said.

His heart broke hearing her. 

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