Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 57: OVERBEARING??!!

"Kya soch rahe ho?" she asked. He got back from his thoughts. Taking a deep breath he asked what was bothering him and what he wanted to be sure about!!

"Am I being overbearing on you???" he asked making Shehnaaz off guard. What is he saying? Overbearing!!! Does he really mean that? Or she was misunderstanding!!! So she asked to be sure.

"Matlaab?" she asked. He took another breath and again asked.

"The way our relationship is changing to a new shade, our closeness, my touch, and all these things! Is this getting overbearing on you?? Even if it's for a bit???" Sidharth being a gentlemen asked his heart out. Shehnaaz this time was surprised hearing him. How could he even think about this?? Didn't she give enough reciprocation to him?? She did!! Every time!! Then why he said that? Why he even thought that?

"What are you saying? Are you serious? Aap mujhe ye puch rahe ho?" she asked but didn't give him time to reply and said again

"No, of course you are not being overbearing on me!!! Did you get that vibe from me?" she asked scrunching her brows.

"No, but" he tried to say but stopped by her.

"kuch matt bolo aap! Mujhe to ye samajh nehi araha apko aisa laga kyun! And listen Sidharth,, Main hamesha se akele hi rahi hu. So mujhe khud ko protect karna bhi aata hain! Mere consent ke bagair kisiko main aapne samne bhi nehi aane deti. And for your concern, if I felt like that for you, I would have stopped you!! Which apparently I didn't!!!" she stopped and saw Sidharth's face forming a blissful smile on his lips. Getting a confirmation. Almost like getting a pass to touch her with right.

He would feel free to touch her from now. His wife!! He always had a rift in his mind in this sector. But all burden he felt is released now!!!

"Thank you!! I promised you to not to touch you. Remember, before our marriage. So it's more complicated. But please tell me you will say if you ever feel like that!! Your consent is the most important" he asked her. Coming a little towards her still his hand under his face. And his another hand is now just one inch away from hers.

"Haan, I will." she said. She said like she wanted to just end the topic. But she liked it. His concern over consent of a girl.

Their faces were very close to each other. They have always stole glances from each other. Watching each other from where another one would not see them staring. Especially for Sidharth!!

From that phase they came here. Looking each other from this close, lying on the same bed, wanting to be hold by the other one.

Sidharth's small finger rubbed her last finger. Trailing it slowly.

"Tum tired thi na? Soh kyun nehi rahi ho?" he asked. Shehnaaz felt good after having his touch on her. She so wanted to have his touch. But she couldn't say it out. She is quite bold but this was new for her. What she was feeling with Sidharth was different!!!

"Haan. Tired toh hu! But I'm not sleepy now. Aap?" she asked enjoying his touch on her hand.

"Same. Aur kal Sunday hain. We can sleep longer." He said moving his fingers on her hand. But his words had some different effects on her tonight. His, We can sleep longer kind of aroused her. Him, rubbing her hand like that. Talking from so close. His lips moving when he spoke. After a very long time she was feeling like that. Feeling a little horny.

'Sana! Stop thinking like this. Hold your thoughts. That's wrong. Huh. Is it? No, there's nothing wrong. He is apparently my husband. HUSBAND!! Sana don't just run there because you are getting this tickling between your legs. Just slow it down. Breathe and think something else. Slow it down. '

"Shehnaaz" She heard him calling her to get her attention.

"Huh?"

"Where are you lost?" he asked? She slapped her head mentally.

"Kahi nehi. Wohh aise hi." She said and noticed her hand was now fully on his hold. She smiled inwardly looking that. She wanted that for so long. But she now want to hold him too. So she didn't take her move back and flipped her hand inside his hand and entangled her fingers with him. He looked at it, entangling so beautifully. Her pretty small fair fingers entangled with his huge masculine dusky fingers. His heart sang seeing this. He gripped it a little tighter. And gave it a little squeeze feeling it a little more. Shehnaaz liked it. They just looked at it for a long time. They had some moments before like holding hand on some events but this time they are having it like a couple would have. They are holding each other like a guy would hold his girl, like a Man would hold his Wife. This was new.

After capturing it in mind for so long he pulled their hand to his lips and kissed on her hand, lingering it there. Never leaving it from there. He kept it there with his eyes closed. She felt a shiver running and rushing down her spine. She wanted his lips on hers, not any longer there in the back of her hand. She wanted that on her lips. Like that morning, when they kissed each other passionately. She wants that again. Now. Her throat went dry but she gulped down some void she felt inside her throat which actually was nothing. That was painful. He kissed it again but didn't let it go. He opened his eyes to see if it was okay with Shehnaaz. But one look at her flushed face and he knew, he just knew what was going on her. He got the confirmation and kissed it harder this time with open mouth, looking straight into her eyes. This was another doze for Shehnaaz as he was looking at her with some intensity that can ruin her for good. His eyes showing how much they want her. How much he was liking kissing her. It was getting really bad for her. Her desire for him was getting out of her hand. She felt getting pooled between her legs. He saw her eyes struggling to keep open. Satisfaction filled Sidharth's heart to see his effect on her. To knowing that it wasn't just him who gets this feeling only. She is also having it. For him. She is losing it. And it just made Sidharth groaned inside in satisfaction. He felt like he acquired something precious.

Shehnaaz who couldn't control it anymore pulled her hand back a little just to remove it from his lips. It was still in his hold. She doesn't want it to go to somewhere from where she won't be able to come back. So end it before starting it.

He smiled inwardly never showing it to her. He knows why she did that. She was losing control, just like he did so many time watching her so close. Shehnaaz wanted to go to the washroom but couldn't say it. What must Sidharth think of her if she wants to go in the washroom right at that moment?? No, she can't let him know that. Of course he will get it if she goes to washroom now. What a strange problem it was!! She didn't want this.

"Ummm, Sidharth. I'm sleepy." She lied. He knows that. But he doesn't want to make her awkward too. It was just starting. He doesn't want to ruin it making her awkward.

"Okay! Sleep then!" he said still having her hand in his hold near his face, just a little far from his lips. She felt his breath when he said that. She closed her eyes with a quick movement. He laughed without making sound. Seeing this cute little girl dealing with this problem like that.

He looked at her with such adoration. Tonight he felt a different pull towards her. Knowing her mind, knowing what she needs at this moment. He wants to give her that. Fuck he also want that. From so long!!! But no. This can't happen like this. NO!! She is too special for that. When he felt her breathing getting slower, he also closed his eyes. Surrendering into a deep slumber holding a hand which he wants to hold forever. Yes! Forever.

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