Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 62: CAN I???

"It means, I liked you.. That's why I couldn't get you over my mind." He said bending a little towards her.. Her hills helped a little today. He didn't have to bend it lower like usual.

"Sidharth.. Then why did you say all that on the restaurant that day. Aap ne kaha tha ki 'Don't worry I have already said No to mom.' If you liked me then why did you say that?" She questioned. Her flushed flirty face was long gone with a replacement of a serious one.

"Because I didn't want to be forced on you, Mom wanted that not you. I know after I did the same. I forced you. But that was to save Mom and I'm always always sorry for that. Nothing can be justified for what I did." He breathed audibly. "That day I just didn't wanted you to feel forced. I wanted you to be happy like how I always saw you. Free, independent, happy. I just couldn't be that selfish and ruin your happiness." He said guiltily. Shehnaaz couldn't believe that. She have always though it started after marriage from his side. And maybe he was doing all the effort as they were already married. He was trying to fix it what was already made. But she didn't know that He wanted her and like her much before their marriage. It just turned the table for her.

"Aap ko aisa kyun lagta tha ke main khus nehi rahungi aapke sath?" she asked the very question Sidharth was escaping from.

The same question he had ignored. Choose not to tell her. Even today he doesn't want to say it, but he doesn't want to lie either. She is too special for him to lie.

"I felt like that." he ignored somehow. Shehnaaz didn't buzz more. She was on a trance. She looked at him with longing eyes.

Her mind was engrossed on thought. This guy in front of him liked her from so long but didn't tell her. Every time he mentioned about how Rita ji wanted her to be his wife so that Shehnaaz can stay with her too. She liked Shehnaaz. But never once he mentioned of him liking her..

'He could have saved us both from so much of pain. I wish you said it Sidharth. But you didn't and created this mess.. I would have loved to marry you." She just stared at him.

"Shehnaaz!! Don't hold back!! Boldo jo bhi soch rahi ho. Just say it out" Sidharth couldn't tolerate how she was staring at him. He wanted to know what was going on her mind.

"You could have just said it all and saved the situation" she said. Sidharth skipped a beat. What does that mean? Would she say YES if he asked her normally??? But he won't ask her that. He doesn't need to!! He is an intelligent man to at least understand what she might mean.. All he knew that Shehnaaz wanted to know he liked her and how... So he took a step towards her reducing the distance...

"I'm sorry." He said and squeezed her hand. They stood so close. "I wish I did that. I wish I said it earlier." He bended and his forehead rested against hers. She inhaled a deep breathe feeling his breathe falling on her. She closed her eyes. He stayed like that for a moment and pulled back looking at her. She did the same.

"It was a weird connection with you. I was so attracted to you in every way." He confessed again.. Her heart was thudding inside her.

"Kabse?" all she could ask.. She felt a strong pull towards him. She looked at him with longing eyes. He knows her to understand her mind from her face.

"From the day one. When I saw you first time." he said.

"When you hit me with your car???" she said mentioning the accident he did to her.. He huffed.. He have already heard thousands of times from her that he hit her with his car. Though he wasn't at fault but it was him who hit her. And that's a fact!!!

"Yes!! When I hit you with my car and took you to the hospital." He knew this will never be end for him.. She will taunt him all his life for that. She will mention this every time she can..

He held her waist tight and came to her merely an inch away from her face.

"You knocked me off in the first sight. I knew I was gone!!!" He said with a husky tone that went straight to her heart. His hold was firm at her waist. His hold was shouting Right on her. He was confessing his feelings. Shehnaaz felt her stomach churn. Wanting to know more from him. About his feelings. She blinked and opened her eyes wide again.

"I couldn't think anything other than you from that day." He said when his breathe fell on her lips. He was baring his heart to her and it helped Shehnaaz to make her head strong about the chance she wanted to give him.

He saw her lips shaking. His touch and his gaze was making her weak in her knees. She couldn't move her eyes from him as he was penetrating to her heart through his eyes. Her heart was on her mouth after hearing his confession. He flickered his eyes on her eyes then on her lips then again on her eyes. Her pink plump lips were shaking and making it impossible for him to hold it back. Sidharth felt she wanted the same looking at them shaking..

He fixed his gaze on her lips. Her movement got faster. It was now impossible for him watching her from this close.

"Shehnaaz" he whispered pulling her by her waist that made no space left between them.

"Hmmm???" she responded.. Her eyes struggled to keep opened. There weren't space left between them.

"Can I?" he didn't have to complete it. She knew what he was asking as his eyes weren't on her eyes. He was staring at her lips with longing. She felt her heart thudding in her chest screaming loud. She wondered if it was audible for him to hear. She wanted the same as him. She also couldn't held it anymore.

So she lifted herself standing on her toes giving him the permission not with word but action. He didn't waste a second after that and took her lips on his. His one hand stayed on her waist and another came to her cheek. Stroking her cheeks. She tugged his T-shirt which was inside his suit in her fist and another went to his shoulder. He was kissing her pouring all his longing for her. All the time he wanted but couldn't kiss her. He sucked her bottom lips so hard that made Shehnaaz go weak on her knees. He felt that and held her tightly with the hand that was on her waist. She wasn't reciprocating much at first but after that she also started kissing him madly. Sidharth moved his palm from her cheeks to cup behind her neck to pull her more to himself by that and kissed her harder. She was loosing it and gave back everything he was giving her. It was blissful, it was heavenly. In that moment Shehnaaz was his, and Sidharth was hers. Sidharth ate down all her thoughts which were running on her mind. She was free from her thoughts. He kiss made every thought of her going back. Shehnaaz was struggling to take breath so she pulled a little away when Sidharth came to her and kissed harder one last time and pulled back. She looked flushed, he was breathing heavily.

He swiped her lips by his thumb and peaked it again. She was all red. Her pink plump lips were swollen now. He found her more beautiful than before.. Painted red with his touch... He liked her red swollen lips more than her beautiful pink lips. As it was reflecting the torture he just did!!!! Though he tried to do it slowly but his passion and longing towards her didn't let him do that. What started as a sweet had gone wild after sometime. 

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