Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 93: CLEARING

The bedroom was full of tension and they were stressed... There Sidharth was hoping that Shehnaaz would understand it and will stay with him... On the other hand Shehnaaz was just hoping that whatever he was going to say would justify his action... Because for her, No justification is enough to abort a baby forcefully...

"Several weeks after I broke up with her I got her massage that said she was pregnant... So I called her here to know all that..." He seemed restless... He wasn't saying anything for a long time and Shehnaaz asked with a lost heart

"Then" She lost all the hope again... She doesn't even know how her heart keep building new hopes again and again... Then it breaks and create pain...

He wasn't okay... He looked here and there,, Finally he looked at her...

"Can I please hold your hand??? It's difficult for me" He pleaded her with a soft and slow tone that made Shehnaaz cry inside over the situation they were in... They were so happy and content with each other few days back and then everything shattered... She wasn't heartless... So she nodded... He came forward and took her hand and held it by both of his hand...

"I wasn't expecting this but that didn't change the situation... So we accepted it..." He lifted his eyes from her hand to her eyes and said "We,, as in,, Me and Mom" He knew his mention of WE can hurt Shehnaaz if she thought it to be him and Riya... There is no way he would like if Shehnaaz mention WE and that involves another guy with her... So it can hurt her too... He cleared it right then... To let her know that there isn't anyone with him other than her to call them like that...

Love has its own way of hurting people... One wrong word and everything else gets damaged...

"We called her to live with us, we wanted to take care of her in pregnancy... It was going good like a family till one day_

Sidharth and Riya came back from his Hospital and he told her to take rest... He made her go through every test whatever needed in his hospital... As it was his hospital, he made sure the best for her... He wanted to make sure the baby is safe and okay... He and his Mom were taking well care of her but that didn't change the situation that she has cheated on him... He couldn't forget that... It made him question himself that he wasn't enough for her...

He did talk to her but only where needed... Not a word more... He couldn't change the fact that she is the mother of his child... The guest room became her room from last week... Sidharth however didn't let her in inside his room or in his heart... He never responded with anything that will made her come close to him...

She made Rita ji believe that she was genuinely sorry about what happened... She fell on her feet and cried her heart out... Seeking forgiveness... What else Rita ji could have done when there was her grandchild growing inside her...

Rita ji entered the living room with chopped fruits and gave it to Riya who was lying in the couch... She sat there with her... Sidharth came and sat there with his Mom... Discussing something about the report to her... After sometime she went in the kitchen making him uncomfortable as he couldn't tolerate her being with him alone... But he couldn't say anything harsh to her as it can have effect on the baby...

"Sid..." she called him... She was lying on the couch having fruits... Sidharth hummed in response...

"Look at me at least..." She said in her sweet cajoling tone which used to make Sidharth do whatever she wanted but it was a different time and it irritated him...

"I'm listening... You need anything??" He asked still checking the files... Riya got up and sat near him...

"Can't you forgive me??" She almost choked on saying that...

"Can you change what you did??" He said with a normal tone... She didn't say anything more...

After dinner they all went to their room... Rita ji knocked his door to call him... He came out...

"Sidharth, Beta... Go and give this glass to Riya... She was crying,, I saw... Maybe you said something... She shouldn't sleep crying... It's not good for the baby beta... I'm not asking you to do anything more... I know it's not easy... Just go and give it to her... It can make the situation good... That's your baby..."

Sidharth wasn't okay entering her room but he had to... That's his baby inside her... Though he haven't talked rudely to her, she got hurt anyway... So he held the glass of milk and knocked her door even it was open...

He entered when he heard her say come in...

"Have it... It's good for you both..." he gave the milk glass to her when she was sitting on the bed... She was gulping it down in front of him... But Sidharth wasn't looking at her... Suddenly he saw light coming out down from her pillow... The light was off for a second and then it again lit up...

'Why she kept her phone under the pillow like that??' Sidharth's mind went back to the say when he found out of her cheating... He couldn't trust her so easily after that...

He again remember her crying her heart out to him asking for forgiveness... She promised she won't do it again... She asked his forgiveness for the sake of their baby... Then what was all that... But he didn't say anything as he didn't know what was there on her phone...

His thoughts were knocked with Riya's voice...

"Finished." She lifted the glass at him with a broad smile... She is a beautiful lady... If they weren't in that situation Sidharth might have kissed his pregnant girlfriend looking at the sight... But she had ruined all that already... He just left taking the glass from her...

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"Aapne dekha kyun nehi phone me kya tha??" A curious Shehnaaz asked with her eyes widened... Sidharth who was till now looking down at their joined hand and telling her everything looked at her finally...

"I didn't want to hurt her at that moment... She had a baby inside her... Aagar aisa kuch na niklata jo galat tha..." He said with a low tone... Shehnaaz exhaled hearing him... Even after all that he cared for this tiny thing... Anyone who would be in his place would have snatched the phone out and watched it... Was it sensitive of him or was it his foolishness...

Shehnaaz's mind again started battling inside... If he was this much concern about the baby then how the hell he could force her to abort it...

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