Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 43: OVER

"Uss ladke ke sath kya karr rahi thi tum?" he asked pinning her more tightly to make it impossible for her to even move. This time Shehnaaz also lost it. His hold was hurting her and he asking her question like this was so inappropriate. What was even in between them that gave him this power to ask her anything?

"kuch bhi karu aapko kya?" she glared him this time. Sidharth got angrier.

"Mujhe kya? I am your husband god damn it. mujhe kya matlab kya? Kisi ladke ke bahoon me kyun thi tum?" he asked with the same tone.

She was startled to hear that. Husband. He is asking this by his right as a husband.

Shehnaaz was so confused about his behavior. He was asking for a right that he never acknowledged. How does it matter to him even she hugged Asim. Why would he care about it? But he does. He is questioning her.

His hold on her was getting tighter.

"Husband! Really? Is this even a real marriage Sidharth? achanaak se aapko aaj yaad aaya ki aap mere husband hain?" she asked wiggling to get herself free.

"Whatever type marriage is this but this is a marriage. We are bound to this.
What does that mean? Maine aisa aaj tak kuch nehi kiya jo mujhe ek husband ho ne ke naate nehi karna chahiye. Tumhare tarha nehi. Kisise bhi jaake chipaak jayu" He again shouted.

Shehnaaz lost it this time. She can't take anything against her self-respect.

"Main koyi bhi or kisise bhi nehi chipki thi. He is my friend. But I don't see a single reason to explain it to you as whatever is between us is not real. And I am not answerable to someone who already made his mind about me that Main kisise bhi chipak ti hoon." She glared at him in fury. This time he had some regret. He knew Asim is her friend but even they didn't need to hug like that.

"Friends. Yeah right. He's got some feelings for you. Uski harkatoon se dikhta hain." he said losing a little on his grip but still holding her.

"uske dil me kuch ho ya na ho. Aap ke dimaag me jaroor hain." she jerked her hands from his grip and freed herself. She pushed him off by her hands which didn't help her much but she got out from him and the wall behind her.

"But that doesn't mean tum kisike bhi itne close ho sako" he said when Shehnaaz was walking to their room.

"Enough Sidharth. Aap ye sab jo bol rahe ho. Soch ke dekho. Aapko iska haq hain ya nehi." She again start walking only taking two steps she turned back to give him another reply.

"Aur main jise chahoon jo chahoon kar sakti hoon. Aap koyi nehi ho puchne wale." She said and again took steps to go into the room when she felt a rush pull on her hand and she burped into Sidharth's chest.

"Kya kahaan? Jise chahoon, jo chahoon kar sakti ho?" he held both of her hands by his and pinned it on her back. His eyes were on fire. She can see the fury in it. It kind of scared her. But she can't let him control her in every way. Especially when she didn't do anything to deserve this.

Shehnaaz hissed on his tight hold.

"Haan" she replied.

"kyun? Kyun koyi aur chahiye tumhe?" he shouted shaking her. She got scared. His huge form holding her petite form this tight, screaming like this. She couldn't say anything, she kept looking up at him.

"Kya chahiye tumhe? Kya nehi mil raha mujhse tumko? Physical love? That's why you are hugging guys? That's why you said tum kuch bhi karogi." he said piercing her heart. That's what he think of her. She felt a punch in her guts.

The next moment she slapped him hard on his cheeks and pushed him with all her strength. A man like him wasn't easy to make move.

Sidharth got his senses that he crossed his limits with that slap. The slap also reminded him that he forced her to married him. He didn't leave any option for her. And now he is forcing her to answer him, holding her tight that can physically hurt her. And then he said those words.

She was breathing heavy with anger and took some steps back distancing herself from him. Sidharth's anger was long gone. There was guilt now.

"Shehnaaz, I'm Soo" he tried to take a step to her only to be shut with a loud scream.

"Don't" she said and rushed to the room in no time and locked it with a thud.

Sidharth muttered curses under his breath.

"Shitt Sidharth what have you done. How could you say that to her?" he rushed to the door and banged it.

"Shehnaaz, I'm sorry. Please open the door." He said standing outside the door. But he didn't get any response.

"Please, Shehnaaz." he banged it louder. He touched his forehead in frustration.

"I didn't mean it. please." It was now almost 15 minutes but Shehnaaz didn't give any answer.

Sidharth was standing outside the door when Shehnaaz opened the door. He was relieved to see her.

"Shehnaaz," he started to say something when he saw a luggage behind her. That shocked him. 'is she leaving the house?'

"Move" she said as he was taking the absolute space of the door.

"Don't do this." he pleaded but she pushed him again made a small space and pulled the luggage along with her.

"Shehnaaz, please don't do this." he walked behind her. But she didn't stop.

"Shehnaaz, wait." He held her hand to stop her. She tried to jerk it but couldn't. She tried enough and then lost her patience.

"Leave me." she shouted.

"Please" he said.

"This, whatever there wasn't even started is OVER."

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