Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 21: TOLERATING

It was almost 8 when Sidharth got out of his room. Shehnaaz was already in the table having breakfast with Rita ji. They were giggling at something. They share such a sweet bond. Shehnaaz sharing all her gossips with her and she holding Shehnaaz in her arms for long long times when she fall asleep in there. He starts walking towards them thinking these two ladies are totally mad.

"Aaja, baith. Nasta karle. Shehnaaz ne aloo ke parathe banaye hain." Sidharth looked at those paratha. They looked so appealing. Shehnaaz can cook delicious. But Sidharth is Sidharth.

"Aaj apne kya banaya?" he asked his mother.

"kuch nehi!! Kyun?" Rita ji confusedly asked which obviously Sidharth didn't give her true answer.

"aise hi.' He saw some bread and jam on the table. He sat near his mother and had bread and jam. Shehnaaz looked once but she doesn't care if he eats her paratha or not. She twisted her lips and focused on her breakfast.

"Yeh kyun nehi kha raha?" Rita ji asked.

"Oily hain" he taunt her looking straight into Shehnaaz with a disgusted smirk. Shehnaaz rolled her eyes. While getting up she said.

"Ma, mera ho gaya. Main nikal ti hu NGO ke liye." She went in the kitchen to place her plate there.

"kaise jayegi?" she asked when Shehnaaz replied "jaise rozz jati hoon. Cab se" she came back and wiped her hands with towel.

"Sidharth, tu Hospital kab ja raha hian.?" Rita ji asked

"abhi. Nasta khatam karke" he replied before having a big bite on his bread jam.

"To phir Shehnaaz ko NGO chor ke tu hospital chale jana." Sidharth stopped chewing his food looking at shehnaaz who seems to hate the idea too.

"Nehi, ma. Main chali jayungi. Inko kyun taklif dena?" she said like a sweet wife looking straight to Sidharth who got her taunt.

"Haan Mom. waha se mujhe U-turn lena parta hain." Wohh chali jayegi, roz jati to hain" he took the last bite and stood up to go wash his hands.

"What are you even saying? She doesn't ask for help that doesn't mean you will be so careless towards her. She actually should say you to drop her every day. Don't take these things for granted. You have some responsibility towards your wife. Never forget those." Rita ji said with seriousness after what Sidharth couldn't deny. Same goes with Shehnaaz.

Both got in the car.

"Buckle your seatbelt" Sidharth said while buckling his.

"Of course. Otherwise who knows I will reach the NGO or not.

Jahannum ke choraste hi na chhor do kya pata." She put her phone in front of her and buckled. She remember well about their first meet. The accident. Sidharth couldn't clear her thought of him being a bad driver.

Sidharth was hell irritated with her taunts and all but he can't say anything. Because he knows, he deserves it. He did something to her that made her this bitter towards him. He knows she won't forgive him ever.

He was driving when chikni chameli rang. He call see the caller. It was Asim. He felt some rage seeing his name.

She picked it up and said that she will be coming in 10 minutes and hang up.

"Subah se 3 bar call kar chuka hain tumhara sensible Asim. koyi kaam nehi hain isse!!" he said out of context with disgust laced in his tone.

"Aapko kya? 3 bar kare ya fir 300 bar." She asked obvious. Which make Sidharth understood that he is caught, he shouldn't have said that can show as if he cared. But now he has to rectify

"I was disturbed while sleeping." He said stating obvious reason.

"Ji nehi, Aap jage huye the. Aur kaam nehi hain matlaab? Usne kaam ke liye hi call kiya na?" shehnaaz got back there.

"Mujhe kya pata wohh kis liye phone karta hain?" he shrugged his shoulders. Shehnaaz rolled her eyes mumbling 'you're impossible under her breath.'

Sidharth heard that and he also mumbled 'that's what you are.'

Shehnaaz also hear that. They both are pissed with each other. She turned towards him.

"Aapko usse problem kya hain. Sensible Asim ka kya matlaab? Aise bolteho jaise gali hain!!!" she snapped

"Tumne hi to kaha tha. Ki Asim bohut sensible hain. That's why I said it." He lied the reason. Actually he can't tolerate him because Shehnaaz praised him saying sensible.

He dropped her near the gate of her NGO.

As soon she entered Seema came to her. She ogled at Sidharth every time she saw him. Why wouldn't she. He was handsome that can make girls go weak in their knees. "Teri kismat. Itna handsome husband, wohh bhi doctor. Main to marr hi jati."

"Haan main bhi marr hi rahi hoon" Shehnaaz faked a smile.

"Toh kuch bata na!" Seema winked at her wanting to know about her intimate life with her husband.

"Tujhe bada interest hain!!" Shehnaaz scrunched her eye brows at her.

"Haan, hain toh. I am interested to know how does this kind of big man feels on top" Seema looked upward in imagination.

Shehnaaz felt disgusted hearing her friend say something like this about her husband. She smacked her head harshly.

"Tera kuch jayada hi nehi ho raha?" with gritted teeth.

"Oucchh,, ok I'm sorry." Seema said and started walking leaving Shehnaaz behind. She didn't even move.

It also crushed Shehnaaz's mind. How a huge man like Sidharth can feel on her top. He must be very heavy and that can be pleasurable too. Sometimes in the morning she finds herself so close to him. His hand on her waist sometimes. That also feels heavy and secured. It feels good. But how she would feel if that wasn't just his hand laying on her. On her and inside---

'No, Shehnaaz. What are you thinking?' she shrugged her head.

'Don't ever forget what he did to you. And how he get you to marry him. You have no place for him in your life and also in your heart. I'm sure he doesn't have for you too. Everything is clear between you too' she told herself in mind.

She walked inside to find Siraat coming to her almost running but of course with some fumbles. She is learning to talk now. She can make some easy words.

Shehnaaz picked her up as soon as she came near her. She is absolutely fond of Shehnaaz. She managed her work for a long time with Siraat in her arms. 

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