The drive to home was quieter. It was full of their conversation about this and that when they were going!! But now they were just sitting quiet at the back while the driver was driving.
Sidharth had his arm wrapped over her shoulder which came and rest on her arm and another hand was entangled with her fingers. She rested her head on his shoulder looking down at their entangled hand where he was rubbing her hand with his thumb. He was looking down at her. They both were in some kind of blissful peace. She found peace resting on him and he found it wrapping her all over. He turned off the light on their back seat as they were just resting. The light that came from the window was enough to see each other's movements. Shehnaaz looked up at him.
"Kya hua Sweetheart???" he asked when her eyes were on him.
"Ommmmnn" she did as a grumpy baby and snuggled in him. His heart flattered at her behavior... A smile crept over his lips which was wide. His baby is snuggling into him... Which was a distant dream some days ago.. Shehnaaz, sitting with him, snuggling into him, holding him like that was an impossible dream for him... He left all his hope for him in life but see, life had another plan for him.. He wrapped her more into him.
"Mera baby" he whispered kissing her head which was on his chest. She smiled on his chest.. Though he didn't see it but he felt her smile as she moved a bit and her hold got tighter. They stayed like that for a long time. Silent, close, happy and smiling.
Sidharth pulled their hands to his lips and kissed on hers..
"kaahan aa gaye na hum?" she said softly. He knows what she meant!!! It was new for them. It wasn't expected. But it happened.. And it happened so good!!! So beautifully!!!
"Abhi aur bohot dur jana hai Darling!!. There is no limit now." He gave her a squeeze.. She wanted more. She wanted to get squished in him. But she can't say it... After a long time she felt this wanted.. She not just felt wanted but desired. She felt desired by him... It shows in his eyes.. Whenever she look into his eyes, she felt desired... She have always felt it but never understood the depth. Now she does.
She never had a family to love near her. They were always far from her. That's why she was so much independent. She did it all alone for her. From creating an identity to provide enough livelihood for herself, she did it all alone. Nobody was with her. She has always longed for a family. But she never really had them!!! Now when she was wrapped by him, she felt she was guarded.. She felt so protected in his warm arm.. She felt content resting her head on his chest. She thought about the women who provide her the motherly warmth she wanted. A future that she once thought to have is becoming a reality. She felt nothing wrong would happen to her if she will be in this huge hold.. Her life was all around her children of her Ngo. Now it was leaving a great space for Sidharth also.. He is owning a place on her heart..
Sidharth was continuously looking at her. When she was so quiet he asked.
"Are you tired?" he asked softly.. She moved and rested her head on his shoulder. His eyes trailed her movement never leaving a moment from her face. She looked up at him.
"Nehi to,, kyun?" she asked with her big eyes. Not looking at all tired.
"You were so quiet for so long. I thought you must be tired." He removed some loose strand from her face and tugged it behind her ear. She felt ticklish. She smiled. He stroked her cheeks softly. Her skin is so soft... Her face was under his chin looking at him.. With her big hazel brown eyes wide opened. He felt like eating her up. She is too cute to handle.
Once the car was stopped at their building Sidharth opened the door and gave his hand to her. She got down.
"Wanna have a free ride?" he smirked. She twisted her lips at one side watching the Big kharoos guy ever flirting with her.
"No Thanks" saying so she started walking letting him following her. He smiled watching her giving him attitude.
He unlocked the door and let her enter first. She went straight to their Room leaving Sidharth behind. He locked the door from inside and went to the room to find Shehnaaz was already in the washroom. So he went to the closet and put off all the cloths and came back in a t-shirt and a short. It was almost 10 at the night. He sat on the bed resting his back on the backrest pulling his laptop on his lap and opened it. He has to check everything before sleeping if there was something important or some emergency..
He heard the doorknob and looked at the door. Shehnaaz came out in a baby pink satin night top with baby pink short. Looking cute and hot at the same time like always. She is freshly showered. Her hair tied in a bun. She must have tied it before the shower as she can catch cold if she haven't. It was night. She came to the bed and climbed it. Sidharth have already checked everything so he closed his laptop and put it in the night stand.
They looked at each other. It was different. There was a proximity that they both can feel. Without saying anything she showed she didn't regret anything and ready for this relationship with him. She showed it all by her eyes. She also saw his eyes showing how much they were happy and content. She saw a promise of future in those dark brown eyes. They were quiet but they let their eyes do the talking. It seemed like they can spend the eternity just looking at each other. After a while he said.
"This was the best Sunday I ever had!!!" saying so he took her hand on his hold. She felt the same.. It was a very good Sunday. The morning they started together, the swing they just brought today and spent the perfect leisure time ever on that. Their closeness that they just experienced today, their first date, and the kiss. Their closeness, their conversation, their try to know each other more. All these things that happened today. They felt so content. She was all his today just like he demanded.
"Mera bhi." She said softly.
He made her lie down on the bed after placing the pillows right. He lay down too. Still facing each other. She pulled her pink duvet on her. Sidharth pulled his gray one till his waist. But today they both felt emptiness by doing that. He wanted her in his arms again. Like the way she was been there the whole day. His arms felt so empty and it just disturbed him. She also felt weightless around her, Sidharth holding her the whole day had left her feeling weightless as he didn't hold her now. It was weird. She should have felt free. But she didn't. It felt empty.
When he couldn't take the distance anymore he pulled her a little to himself by the hand he was holding.
"Hug chahiye" he said without smile. It showed how much bothered he was with the mere distance they had between them. Shehnaaz's stomach churned. She also wanted this but his, asking a hug like that made her feel his desperation towards her.
She removed her duvet from her and wiggled closer to him. He spread his arm for her and she rested her head on his shoulder holding his big body as much as she could by her hand but that went till his one side of back. She hugged him, as he demanded. She gave in. His smile came back. His heart again was at ease which was so restless without her. When she came he left his weight on his side to hold her throughout. He hugged her and his one hand came to her lower back and the one which had her head rested came till her mid back covering the whole area. He placed his both palm flat on her back. Her petite small back was fully covered by his big palms and hand. She felt shiver running inside her. There wasn't any space left between them. They had them to fill it for them now. They were happy, they were content, and they were satisfied. Suddenly Life seemed more beautiful... it seemed easier... So much Beautiful by being with each other.
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