Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 74: FEAR

Shehnaaz looked at him when she felt his hold loosened from her shoulder... She looked back leaning her head more to his thighs... She saw Sidharth sweating... His eyes were moving here and there... She was confused...

"Kya hua Sidharth?" he didn't reply... She scrunched her brows...

"Sidharth" she again called him... He didn't respond... This time Shehnaaz was confused so she shook his thigh...

"Sidharth..." he looked at her with a jerk...

"Yeah??" he looked so lost... He looked here and there again...

"Are you Okay??? What happened to you??" she asked... Siraat was pulling her chin as she wasn't looking at her and looked upward to Sidharth... She wanted Shehnaaz's attention...

"Siraat, baby wait.." she put her down and made her sat there with the vase she had near... Sidharth got some time to escape from the question... He doesn't wanna lie to her... She is too special for him to lie... He doesn't wanna tell her all that too...

"Ohh,, It's hot here... I need to get fresh..." he said when Siraat was pulling her hair to have her attention... Shehnaaz was trying to remove her hair... So she said

"Okay" as she believed him... Maybe he was feeling hot there... And got busy freeing her hair from the hold making sure Siraat doesn't get hurt by that...

Sidharth went to his room's bathroom... He turned the shower on and stepped to it... Though he had already showered but this place, the washroom is a place where No one can see how does he feels,,, how much he cries... Ever since his Dads demise, he had always cried in the bathroom...

He rubbed his scalp with his hand... Sana's question was ringing in his ear...

'Aapne kabhi nehi socha iss bareme? Kitne chahiye?? Kabhi socha??'

He couldn't answer that... he couldn't.. How could he say, he not only wanted kids but dreamt it... The more he see her with Siraat the more it reminds him about those moments where he dreamt of being a father... How could he say that to her!!!

It was when Sidharth had found out that Riya was cheating on him... But one day he got a massage from her...

It said 'Sidharth I'm pregnant'

Sidharth was shaken aback reading that... What did he just saw!!! His phone dropped from his hand...

"Riya is pregnant... What... Why is she telling me?? Is it mine?? Or!!!! Fuck... But we have always taken precaution... But that might be mine too... My baby!!! In Riya's womb... Who was cheating on me... And with whom I just broke up..."

He looked up at the sky outside his window...

"Why me??? Why you always put me in such situation... First you took Dad away from me,, forced me to grow up before age... Then you brought Riya in my life, who claims to love me but sleeps with other guys... I took a decision of parting, you gave this... You have put me in a situation where I'm doubting is it mine or not..."

He chuckled at his fate... He questioned at somewhere from where he wouldn't get any reply... He thought all the time when he thought a future with Riya and his Mom... He thought to propose to her... To have a little family... Which she just ruined to ashes...

But there can be a possibility of this child being his and he can't leave his child... He needs to talk to her... Thinking so he called her and told to come to his home...

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Riya was sitting on the couch in the living room totally quiet, seemed like she has been crying for a while and Sidharth was on the sofa looking away from her, Confused as hell... Rita ji wasn't home.. He couldn't understand what he should say!! What and how he should react... Should he be happy because he got the most precious news of his life?? Should he be sad because the mother of his child is cheating on him?? Or should he be doubtful or make sure if this child is actually his or not...