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CHAPTER 86: LAST KISS?

After their breakfast Shehnaaz went to their room... A while later Sidharth came to inform her that they should be going now... But his plan changed after watching her... She was wearing a maroon top and gray tights... Looking ever so sexy... Shehnaaz was brushing her hair... He came closer, moved her hair and put them on her one shoulder baring the other... Shehnaaz knew what was coming...

"Sidharth, late ho jayenge..." she elbowed him a little to move him but he didn't move... He held her waist and whispered near her ear...

"2 minutes... My day spends well if it starts like this..." saying so he bended and kissed on her shoulder... Shehnaaz fisted her hands tight... It's getting tougher for her... But he wasn't finished... He turned her around and looked into her eyes... Shehnaaz knew this look also...

"Late hojayega.." She said looking other side... But he wasn't in that mode... He made her look at him and said

"I have to spend a whole day without seeing you, without touching you... Do you have any idea how hard it is for me??? At least I deserve this much" a sweet ever smile was leapt over his lips... A smile that is worth die for...

Shehnaaz's heart cried again... She prayed, everything to be proven wrong against him... She hoped it's not true what she got to know about him... He was coming closer to her...

'Aagar wohh sach hua, phir main ye kabhi nehi kar sakti... sayad main apko dekh bhi nehi payungi... Toh phir ye hamari last kiss hogi... Sidharth I hope aapne aisa kuch na kiya ho... kyun ki main iss soch ke sath reh nehi payungi ki maine aise insaan se pyaar kia...'

Thinking so she let him kiss her... She wasn't reciprocating... She felt her heart bleeding... His warm breath falling on her... His sweetly kissing, his hold on her waist... Suddenly a thought came to her mind that if it is true then she won't ever get this... She won't be able to tolerate him either... And also with that she won't get his touch,, his lips on hers,, his pouring all his affection on her... Feeling scared of her own emotion she started kissing him... Let it be her last time or not... She loves this man... After today everything can be changed... So she kissed pouring all her love on him... Sucking, licking, biting ferociously... Dominating him in that much to his surprise... He loves when she does that... A tear escaped from her eyes... Trailing down her cheeks... Just like a person know that she won't get it ever...

Sidharth opened his eyes to watch the sudden change in her... He saw how she was doing it squeezing her eyes shut... Never for a moment had he slowed down... He was giving as much as he was getting... He held her waist tight... The tear that formed in the corner of her eyes didn't get unnoticed by him... He would have told her to stop but the way she was pulling his neck down, he didn't stop her nor did he slow down...

After they parted, Shehnaaz didn't look at him... She took the purse and left before he can ask her anything... Sidharth couldn't just understand all these... Why did she leave like that??? Why was she crying??? His insecure side kicked him...

'Is she hurt??? Did I do something?' he ran behind her... She was talking to his Mom... Maybe bidding bye... He went near her but she said...

"Okay, Ma... chalti hu" she looked at him for a second and said "Let's go" saying so she started walking... Sidharth kissed Rita ji and followed her... He saw her holding the elevator for him... He got in... Nobody was there with them...

"Shehnaaz,, What's wrong??" he asked as soon as the door of the elevator was closed... Shehnaaz looked up at him...

"Nothing..." she lied... He can clearly see something different in her eyes... It's so weird... She removed her gaze from him... She was behaving different from last night... Was it because she was stressing herself in her work??? But if that was it, then why did she cried while kissing him... Then there has to be something related to him... Did he somehow hurt her...

"What have I done, baby???" he thought to cajole her if he had done something that he hasn't any idea about... He held her hand... Shehnaaz shut her eyes off... Why did he ask that??? Does he already know that he has done something that can piss me off??? She wished to tell him and ask him there and then but stopped... The elevator dinged and she distant herself... There were people waiting to get in... She got out and he followed her...

"Shehnaaz, what's wrong?? Bolo!!" he again asked her walking with her...

"Kuch bhi nehi Sidharth..." she replied...

"Then, why you are behaving like this??" he asked getting out of the building...

"Like what?" she asked...

"Like this.. Ignorant... talk to me!!" he said stopping her... She looked at him... She needs to give him something otherwise he wont let this go...

"Okay,, we will... It's work... I don't wanna talk right now.." she said and walked to the car and got in... Sidharth was hurt with this behavior... But if she needs a little space then he would give her space... She shouldn't feel suffocated... So he followed her and got in...

They sat quiet there... They reached to her Ngo... Sidharth got out and came to her side where she was already out... She was about to go in when he stopped her... He couldn't just take it...

"We will talk, right???" he asked her... whatever was bothering her, he wants to know... He wants to know everything that was leading her to distancing herself from him... She Nodded... He kissed her forehead and said bye... Shehnaaz got in by the door then he got in the car and went away...

The moment Sidharth went away from there Shehnaaz came out again... She called a cab...

"Bhaiya,,, New life maternity clinic chalenge???" With the affirmation of the cab driver she got in the cab... She knows, whatever answer she needed, she will get it there... 

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