Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 91: CONFRONTATION...

She looked at him and thought to ask him everything... If she needs to end this she will have to clear this...

"Kya Aapne mujhe wohh sari batein bataya hai jo aap ko aapni biwi ko batana chahiye tha..."

Shehnaaz has made her mind up giving one chance to him... He deserves one chance to justify himself... Also she wanted to know if he will say it out by himself or not... Or he will give her another reason to leave him by lying again and will try to keep this as a secret... She will give him every chance now to see if he does that or not...

Sidharth was totally off guard hearing her question... Why all off a sudden she is asking that... Her eyes were full of question... In that one moment Sidharth's whole life came before his eyes... All he did that Sana should know about... All his flings, casual sex, relationship came with that... He was confused why she is asking this like that... As he can remember he has already gave her a glimpse of it in one of their conversation... He remember when he told her that since she came into his life he haven't touch any girl... Wasn't that enough for her to get that there were some before her... But he is scared of her reaction so much...

"About what, Baby??" he asked in a soft voice never even blinking for a moment... His insecurities are his demon inside his head... Always chasing him in such situation...

"About everything that your wife should know..." She said in the same calm voice but very determined to know all of it... Sidharth exhaled loud...

"Shehnaaz... There are some things but not that important so_" he couldn't even finished when she said

"Maybe for you it's not important but for me IT IS..." This time a little louder than before... Sidharth just looked how her eyes widened saying that... She is getting angry and he won't let it happen... Angers ruin everything... If there is something disturbing her in mind, that too regarding him... Then he won't let it just slip away from his hand... If something lead her to this, then it's serious... He knows...

He looked down and said

"Before you came in my life,, I,, I used,, I mean I used to have casual,, Casual sex... And the number wasn't less... I mean" Her heart pained thinking him with so many girls... He was almost fumbling saying words...

"I had some friends who wanted the same so there weren't any problem... But trust me, baby... Let alone after marriage, I didn't even touched anyone since I met you... Even when we had nothing between us..." he cleared himself taking her hand in his hold... She just looked away from him... She knows all that already... He have told her the same thing before... Despite how much this topic irritates her, it wasn't something to react now... He is a man,, with needs... He is 35... So it was normal for him to have this... And these were before her coming in his life too...

She looked other side and said

"Not these Sidharth..." She didn't even looked at him... He can clearly see the disturbance in her face... It's normal. Who would like to listen about her husband's sex life before her... At least she is listening to all this... If it was him, he doesn't even know what he would have done till now...

"Then?" he asked...

"Serious something that I should know. Something serious about your life..." She wanted him to confess everything about Riya and the baby... She prayed that he would confess it... She gave him a chance to make this clear by himself...

"In my life. You are the only serious relationship I have..." but he chose the wrong way again... He said but that raged Shehnaaz... He again lied... That broke every ounce of patience in her to hear him more... If he had to lie again then she won't be here to hear all that... If it wasn't serious then it wouldn't lead them to a baby in that way... So the chance he got, he wasted it...

Sidharth hated Riya so much that he didn't even want to mention about her... He was serious about her... Of course he was... But somehow he was scared to mention her to Shehnaaz... But he hadn't any idea that it was the only time when he should have said it all... Despite how much it's hard for you, you should have said it all to build a relationship with trust and truth... Truth was the only way out for him from this... He had no idea that with is lies he killed this relationship as well...

"Right...." saying so Shehnaaz stood up... Sidharth looked up at her, she seemed angry... She stormed out of the washroom... She was disappointed... She wanted to hear his part... But he lied... He wants to keep her in darkness... He wants to build up a relationship based on lies and secrets... She was out of her mind now... His lies and her headache was causing her to become angry... Sidharth followed her and saw her entering the closet...

"Shehnaaz, what's wrong?" he asked from behind her... Shehnaaz lost it and turned

"It's YOU, who is wrong Sidharth..." She shouted... Her eyes were red... He stopped right there... He was confuse at this...

"What have I done??" he asked her now in a serious tone... Shehnaaz mocked him in a chuckle...

"Right,, you haven't done anything... It's me who is wrong to trust a person like you" She again shouted... Her head was paining hell but her heart was paining more... She gave him a chance... He wasted it by lying... What else she could have done?? Even after getting all the proofs she gave him a chance and he chose to deceive her once again...

Sidharth held his own head by both of his hand... It was getting further out of his patience... He took two steps towards her and said...

"I haven't done anything that can make you loose your trust on me... Just tell me what's going on with you!!" he tried to hold her but she jerked his hands off...

"Don't touch me!!!" That broke Sidharth's heart finally... the way she said it... He hadn't any idea how much was there in her mind... There's a saying, You can't understand anyone's pain if you weren't on their shoes...

"What the hell is up with you?? Just tell me what I have done to get this from you." he shouted for the first time since their conversation started... He never wanted to raise his voice on her ever... But it was getting out of his mind too... He wants to know the reason behind all these... Why the hell their beautiful relationship suddenly went to this... Why its becoming like this...

"You lied to me... You kept secrets between us... That's why you are getting this..." She yelled at her highest pitch... She was on the verge to break down... For once in life she fell for someone... For once she thought of having a family with him... She thought him to be her home...

"About what??" he shouted... as per him, He hadn't done anything... But he was oblivious that he just did it few minutes ago that lead them to this...

"About Riya Mathur" she yelled to make even the wall shake... 

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