Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 5: RULING OVER MIND

His hospital stuffs were a little shocked to see a arrogant rude Sidharth talking so sweetly to a girl, taking care of her as she meant something to him. He could have just left her with stuffs to get in a room. But he made sure she was comfortable enough. Then he went to his office.

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Sidharth entered in his office and sat on his cozy chair. He made a call.

"Go in Ms. Shehnaaz's room. Yes, The patient came with me. Record all her information properly. And bring the file to my office." He ended.

He checked his schedule. he has a hectic day tomorrow. He huffed a little. He rested his head in the chair head stand. Thinking about the day he had today. What a rubbish day it was!! So stressful. But it was worth meeting Shehnaaz.

"Oh god, I need to drive my mind somewhere else. She is constantly running in my mind since morning."|

He checked his inbox. There were few massages from some of his time passing friends. There was a massage from a Girl named Shefali. He opened the massage. It read

'Hey, Sid. Long time no see. Wanna have some fun time?' he huffed reading that. Shefali is someone he knows from a long time. Since he was 25. She was also like Sidharth in terms of relationship. So Sidharth was quite comfortable with her as she also doesn't want anything else from Sidharth expects some good time. After all he was a handsome guy with strong physic. Any girls cant forget him if he spend time with them. They try to call him to see him again but Sidharth made sure at the first place that they wont see him again. But shefali was his friend also. They shared a decent friendship for years before sharing it with benefits.

So he texted her back.

'at 11. Your place. Ok?'

He got a reply instantly

'More than ok.. I'm waiting'

Sidharth thought he could remove Shehnaaz's thought from his mind this way. What was that weird attraction towards her. He just met her. he checked the time it said 10 pm. So he had time for it. He was waiting for a file also. The very next moment he got a knock in his door.

"come in"

A stuff got in. and handed a file to him.

"Filled all the information?" he asked.

"yes, sir."

"How was she?" he enquired opening the file.

"She is funny, sir." He replied.

Sidharth looked at him with questioning eye.

"What? I asked about her health" he sternly said.

"Sorry, sir. She is fine. Took her medicines and now sleeping. There is a nurse with her. she will be with her 24/7 as you asked" the stuff replied.

"Good, you can go now." He again looked at the file. When the stuff was near the door he again called him.

"Listen."

"Yes, sir"

"What were you saying about her being funny?"

He asked with a lot of interest.

"Oh, sir she was cracking jokes with everyone. The nurse that you assigned, she got comfortable with her instantly. She was saying some funny things. She was giggling so loud." The stuff said with a smile in his face remembering her,

"you may go" Sidharth said

The moment the stuff was out he let out a broad smile came in his face. His lips carved into a big smile.

'She is a happy soul.' He thought. The mere thought of her brought smile in his face. He was imagining how she might look like laughing. He let out a chuckle this time. Then he starts reading the file again.

"Shehnaaz kaur gill." He read out loud. She is 25 years old.

'She is just 25! That's mean 10 year younger than me. Why m I even comparing her with me. Am I going mad' he thought. Suddenly he was a little upset. Then he again starts reading the file. 'She is form Panjab. His father's name is Sukhbir sing gill who is a politician. And her mother's name is Parmindar kaur gill. Shehnaaz is a social worker working in a NGO. He quickly googled the name of the NGO in his laptop. It's a organization that helps handicapped children. It helps children in education, sports, health and so on. That's a very noble profession. A doctor can understand the nobility of helping people. They both shared noble profession. She has a great heart. She is beautiful inside out.

'Oh Sidharth, get a grip on your thought. Stop thinking about her. you need to clear your head. She is making you mad.' He thought inwardly.. then he checked the time and thought to leave.

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He arrived at shefali's place on time. She is 34 and single. She is a model by profession. She featured in a music video a long time which was a massive hit. That time Sidharth and she both were young and dated each other for a brief time, which obviously had no commitment. He knocked the door and immediately met with an excited Shefali in a sexy night gown.

"Hi, Sidharth. So good to see you." She hugged him tightly.

'Hi, shefali.' He just hugged her a little. They get in and shefali brought a bottle to them. They drank a little.

"So Sidharth. Where have you been for so long time. No phone, no text." she said touching his triceps. His triceps were popping out even from his shirt.

Sidharth wasn't liking her touch for an unknown reason.

"I was so busy opening a new branch of our hospital in Delhi along with so much cases in here." She said releasing his tie.

"Oh, wow congratulation. I'm so happy for your success." She said now touching his neck showing a lot of her chest open.

Sidharth noticed that. Suddenly his mind cross through Shehnaaz's thought. Her love shaped mark on her chest came in front of his mind. He remember seeing that from a close view. That dark red love shaped mark. How beautiful that looks.

He shrugged his thought of Shehnaaz. He went there to remove Shehnaaz from his mind. But why her thought kept coming in his mind. He decided to concentrate on shefali. He held her hand and looked at her face. She was wearing a lot of make up. Her eyes were filled with kajal. There was a lot make up on her eyelid to make her look smoky hot. Of course she was hot. She wore a dark red lipstick. Everything on her was so artificial. She tried a lot to look this good. On the other hand Shehnaaz wasn't wearing make up but she was looking much hotter than her. she had natural pink plump lip that look naturally so beautiful. She doesn't have to try to look good. Her eyes had a lot sparkle. She speaks through her eyes. She is skinny but she has fluffy cheeks, he wanted to pull those cheeks.

Sidharth again came back from her thoughts to reality. He didn't feel anymore to keep looking at shefali. her touch was also burning him. He wanted to breath. She was suffocating him. Her hand on his neck felt disgusting.

He stood up with a jerk. Shefali felt dumb smack.

"What happened Sid?" she also stood up.

"Woh actually I'm not feeling well. My head is not working much. Today was a really stressful day." Sidharth replied not knowing how to react.

"Oh boy, then come let me relax you a bit." She again touched his triceps. But he moved from the place.

"No, thanks Shefali. I think I need rest. I need to go home. Bye" he said and got out from the room in no seconds. Shefali didn't get a second even for say anything. She found that weird and a very disappointing.