Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 28: CLUB

After breakfast when Sidharth was about to leave Shehnaaz called him.

"Dr. Sidharth."

Sidharth skipped a beat hearing her. Because of the beautiful morning bliss.

He turned to her.

"mujhe aap se baat karni hain" she said and he nodded. He followed her to the room.

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After entering following Sana to the room, he closed the door. She sat on the couch where Sidharth was standing.

Shehnaaz gestured him to sit when Sidharth grabbed her tool that she used in her dressing table. He pulled to to her and sit opposite to her.

"Wohh, Aap ko itna uncomfortable feel karne ki jaruraat nehi hain." She said and Sidharth looked down in embarrassment of the situation. She also looked here and there while talking.

"I know, whatever happened wohh hona nehi chahiye tha." She said and paused. Sidharth's heart pinched in pain. He wished Shehnaaz won't regret it. But there she regrets it. His hope was churned.

"Aise avoid karne se kuch solve to nehi hoga. Hum aage se dheyan rakhenge ki aisa na ho." She ended. Sidharth listened all these looking down. When he felt she finished, he lifted his face and nodded in agreement. He didn't say anything.

"Okay. I'm leaving for the hospital. I will see you around." He left.

Shehnaaz gripped her head in her hand. She was in a lot of confusion. How can she feel something like that towards Sidharth? The same person who caused her so much pain. this marriage is not even a real marriage. They doesn't have anything between them. She thought to let lose her mind for a while. Thinking so she called her friend Madhu.

"Hey, Sana. Kaisi hain? Long time. tu to mujhe vul hi gayi. Koyi ata pata hi nehi. Kya karri hain?" madhu spoke without break after receiving the call.

Shehnaaz giggled hearing her nonstop talking. She knew Madhu can lift up her mood.

"Saans lele kamini. Main to changi hoon. Tu kaisi hain?" she asked

"Haan, main vi acchi hu. Vishal ki sir kha rahi hu" Madhu spoke while laughing indicating to her on and off relationship with Vishal.

"Uff tum dono. Accha Sunn, lets catch up today. what say?" she asked.

"Yeah, sure. Saam ko mile club me?" Madhu suggested.

"Done. See you then." She hang up.

Shehnaaz left for the NGO to finish some necessary work and meet with her kids. She came back home to dressed up well for the club and left for it.

She along with Madhu and some other girls were talking about some random guys and giving them rating in 10. They were giggling and arguing while rating where Shehnaaz was just gulping down the bitter liquids to help her mind.

"Sana, tune abhi tak kisiko rating kyun nehi di?" Madhu asked her poking her to look at them from the glass on the table.

"Waisa koyi dikhna vi chahiye na.!!" She scrunched as she didn't find anyone handsome enough.

"kya baat karr rahi hain? Who dekh waha pe red jacket me wohh ladka. He got 8 out of 10 from us." Rani, one of the girl from Madhu's circle gestured by eye.

"Ye loole pocche se ladke ko 8 diya? Usse to main 3 vi na du" she said twisting her lips.

"Aree wah, teri standard kuch jaya high nehi ho gaya iss mamle me" Madhu laughed along with the girls.

"Ho bhi kyun na yaar. Itna hot banda hamesha nazar se 4 inch doori pe hota hain" she mumble the last part making sure they don't hear it. Sidharth is so handsome that these guys in the club doesn't even noticeable to Shehnaaz.

"Kya?" they asked.

"Kuch nehi. Bas avehi" she giggle thinking she would give Sidharth 10 on 10 on looks. He looks so good that even having a bitter relationship with him she still feels so attractive towards him.

They involved in some gossip when she thought about the situation again. She remind herself every action that made her cry initiated by Sidharth. She remind herself about the night she spend in the road. When he made her homeless. She didn't go the NGO at night as that can pick up some questions. She waited till the morning. She remind herself when she was threatened about the Ngo getting replaced. She remembered the day when Sidharth made her so helpless that she had to agree in a marriage that was not even permanent. As their deal.

'That's what Sidharth is Sana. Ek din ke affection se itna matt kho ja ki saab vul jayegi. Wohh kuch bhi kare tujhe affect nehi hona kyun wohh ye deserve nehi karta. And yes, tune bhi usse sambhala tha jis din wohh roya tha, so it's not that big ki usne tujhe kal raat sambhala. Maybe he was just repaying. He doesn't even care for you. Aagar sach me care karta to wohh sab nehi karta jo usne kiya mere sath. Ek ladki ko saadi ke liye mazboor karna, usse rat ko ghar churana, aur sabb kuch jo usne kiya. Apne dil ko itni bhi kamzoor mat bana. Tu janti hain ye duniya kamzoro ke sath kya kartihe. You have to have full control on your mind. Don't get affected from any of his action'

She made up her mind about the situation and how to deal with it. She looked at the gang they were still having fun. She ordered another drink and joined them. They had fun on the dance floor after that. Their girls outing really helped Shehnaaz.

Sidharth came back home at regular time. Around 8:30.

He got freshen up and came to dinner table where Rita ji was waiting for her. They started eating.

"Mom, Shehnaaz ghar pe aayi nehi abhi tak?" Sidharth asked her.

"wohh Ngo se Saam se pehele hi aa gayi thi. Phir wohh apne dosto ke sath club gayi hain. Mujhe batake gayi aur bolke gayi ki dinner pe uska wait nehi karne ke liye. Wohh sayed late ho jaye." She said and Sidharth gave a confused look as Shehnaaz never went in club since their marriage. He also didn't went to any party since then.

"Accha?" he said. Almost like a question.

"Kal kitna royi wohh, usko bohot hurt hua. To thora mind fresh karne gayi hain dosto ke sath." She said.

"That's good. She will feel better." He said while eating.

After some minutes she said.

"waise I saw you how you treated her beta. I'm so proud of you." She patted his hand. Sidharth smiled.

"Wohh roh rahi thi to mujhe laga raste me ya kahi aur kisine pareshan to nehi kiya. At first I was also scared seeing her crying like that." He said grabbing a glass of water

"Do you know why she cried that much?" she asked again.

"Yeah. She told me." He finished his dinner.

"Beta, usne life me bohut dukh dekhe hain. Akele itni dur ayi hain zindegi me. Asaan to nehi hain na!" she said with concern. Sidharth remembered when Shehnaaz said that everyone leave whom she loves, in life last night. His mother's words made it clear. He didn't dig further asking her anything about her. as he can't change those but He did something to make her feel better. Something that can bring a smile in that beautiful face. He spent his entire day in this along with managing the hospital.

"Mom. maine kuch kiya hain." He said looking at her.

"Kya?" she asked.

"Wohh. Kuch... actually Shehnaaz ke liye" he ended.

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