Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 8: MISERABLE

"Mam. Come out quickly. Doctor Sidharth is here."

Shehnaaz got a towel and dried herself as much as she could. The nurse knocked again so she was doing it fast. She put on a black trouser and a neon green over sized T-shirt. One sleeve was down from her shoulder. She put the towel slightly in her hair and got out from the washroom. the nurse was right there.

"Mam. Dr. Sidharth came almost 5 minutes ago and you are doing so late. He never waits for anyone. Please come quickly. He is watching your reports." She whispered all these in her ear.

"kahan jayu? Yehi pe to hain." She said as they were standing in the same room just at a few feet distance.

Sidharth was standing with a file in his hand. His back was facing them. She walked up to the bed when Sidharth turned. He was mesmerized by what he was watching. There Shehnaaz was! Looking so fresh. So beautiful. Her one shoulder was bare because of the sleeve that was down near her arm. The strap of her black inner was there on her fair skin that made it look so good. Her hair was wet. Which made her look so sexy. She must have come out fast from the washroom that she didn't got enough time to wipe herself totally. Water was still dripping from her hair. And the droplets were dripping on her supple chest which made barrier for those droplets to drop further down. They were getting soaked in her over sized neon T-shirt on her chest. And that made her T-shirt hugged that place nicely giving Sidharth a great view of something amazingly hot. Her over lines of her black inner was clearly visible on that particular spot. The more water was dripping the more it was getting clearly visible. Sidharth felt a sudden dryness in his throat. He needed to drink something to feel better. His breathing was also getting heavier. But for his utter dismay, he can not keep looking at her specially on that spot for a longer time.

Oblivious to all these Shehnaaz was drying her hair by one hand on one side of her hair. The other was wetter but she has to dry this side then she will do the other. She was 3 feet away from Sidharth who were on the other side of the bed. He was looking at the file till he saw her. She expected him to say something to her, wishing good morning Or at least ask about her health, how she was feeling. But nothing. Such a weirdo he is. Shehnaaz thought him to be very worried about her as he instructed the nurse so well to take care of her. but there he was. Standing quite having a file in his hand.

'he must be thinking about something related my reports that's why he is staring at me. He was reading my file. Maybe something is not right that's why he is taking time to tell me'

Little that she doesn't know that the real reason of his staring at her speechlessly. She waited too. Shehnaaz looked outside the window doing her job of drying her hair by towel. This time much quicker than before. That made some more movements in her body. Specially in her chest.

Sidharth got some time to watch her as she was looking outside the window and the nurse who was busy preparing the room. But Shehnaaz's quicker movement got himself in a awkward situation. If her dripping hair was creating problem in his head than her movements to dry her hair was the fire in the fuel. He couldn't move his gaze from her chest that was bouncy. It was enough to made Sidharth go went gone. He got so uncomfortable there that he threw the file in the bed and rushed out from her room with a loud bang in the door.

The sound of the banging door left Shehnaaz and the nurse surprised. Shehnaaz jerked a little bit at the loud bang that almost shook the room's wall.

"kya hua" the innocent Shehnaaz who doesn't have any idea what she did asked the nurse.

"Maybe wohh gussa hogaye ki aap ne unko wait karwaya. Dr. Sidharth kisika wait nehi karte. Wohh bohut busy hote hain" The nurse replied as she also had no idea about Sidharth's mind.

"Kya. Par main to jaldi jaldi kar liya or nikal bhi gayi jaldi. Dekho mere baal bhi veege hain. Sukhaya vi nehi tha maine" shehnaz said with a lot confusion in her mind.

"kuch jaruri yaad bhi aa gaya hoga shayad." The nurse said thinking possibilities.

"Haan, yehi hain. Maine dekha unhe. Mujhe dekh ke kuch or hi soch rahe the mann me. Kafi time tak soch rahe the. Kya pata kisi critical patient ki yaad agayi ho." She said sitting in the bed.

"ho sakta hain. Par ayenge jaldi hi" the nurse said.

"Aap ko kaise pata?" Shehnaaz asked giving the towel to her.

"kyun ki aapki aaj ki treatment, medicines, injections kuch vi bol ke nehi gaye mujhe." She replied going to the washroom to keep the towel there.

"Oh, okay. Tab tak main kuch kha to sakti hu na?" she pouted like a baby that made the nurse chuckle.

"Of course Mam. I will bring you something to eat." Saying so she starts walking towards the gate when Shehnaaz again called her.

"suno, kya aap mera ek kaam kar sakti ho?" she asked politely, pouting her lips.

"of course Mam, sidharth sir mujhe issiliye yaha pe rakkha hain na!! boliye." The nurse said with a smile.

"mujhe ek blow dryer chahiye. Yeha hospital me mil sakta hain kya?" she asked.

"wese to nehi hain patients ke liya par night duty me jo nurses kaam karti hain unke pass hota hain. Mere paas nehi hain. Main unse puch sakti hu." Nurse replied.

"aap layo ge to mere liye bohut accha hoga. Varna gila gila ho jayega." She said.

"okay,mam. dekhtihu" she said and left the room.

Shehnaaz who had no concern about what just happened thought about how her hands are perfect, just her thigh and lower waist had pain in them. A little bit on her head also but that was quite minimal and bearable. She looked at her scratches on her shoulder that has dried and not painful anymore. She was quite happy observing all these.

Sidharth left Shehnaaz's cabin and rushed to her office. He locked the door of his office. He threw his stethoscope in a couch near his table and seated on his chair. He threw his head on the headrest of his chair being so frustrated. Shehnaaz is disturbing him. Disturbing will be an understatement, she is haunting him in his mind. She is making his desires awake in every where.

He can fell his stiffness in his pants. It was quite disturbing to have this on hospital. Poor junior was struggling in a small place. But this is not the time to think about him. If last night wasn't enough, now he got something new to think about. He was sure this thoughts will definitely come at night. They don't just come to his mind, they rule his mind. Sidharth the rough and tough strong guy, who can control every thing in his life, cant stop her thoughts coming in his mind. He huffed. He thought not to think about her wet hair, wet T-shirt and her movements.

He starts counting from 100 to 1. Downwards of course. Hoping that it can help him and his junior. He closed his eyes and paid full concentration on counting.

What it felt like several hours but it was after half an hour when he left from his office. This time he didn't take the risk to go to Shehnaaz's cabin first. He saw some patient first. Then he again went to check on her. to change some medicines.

This time, A smart Sidharth stood in front of the room, thought to knock before entering not wanting to face some unwanted desirable scenery to come in front of his eyes. He already made his mind not looking at her unnecessarily to avoid possible complications. After all he is a Doctor and there is a wise saying that – "PREVENTION is better than CURE"

He knocked the door.