Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 27: WHAT JUST HAPPENED?

Shehnaaz wiggled to get out from the strong grip she felt around her. She opened her eyes a little and it widened instantly seeing Sidharth so close to her. She was surprised for a moment but soon everything from last night came before her eyes. She remembered how she ended up in Sidharth's Arm. So she relaxed a bit. She watched his face, his beautiful face. he is such a good looking guy.

Her eyes roamed his face and got locked near his lips. It was little parted. She moved her face close to feel his breath in her face. She smiled when she felt it. It's hot. Then she turned her head to watch the position they are in. His one hand was under her neck and another is around her waist holding tightly. His hold around her is so strong and he is heavy. She couldn't move from there. His one leg is over her both. She is in a cage. A beautiful, strong cage. A cage from where she doesn't want to get out.

She wiggled but it was tight. She again looked at him

"Aap nind me bhi itne strong kaise ho?" she whispered with a smile in her lips.

"Choro mujhe" She again wiggled but not aggressively. She even whispered almost soundlessly. She doesn't want him to wake up. That will bring her to reality and she doesn't want to come to reality now. She decided to have a break from hating him just for a while especially after last night when she found comfort in him.

She somehow untangle one of her leg get out from his and she placed is over his thigh. Now their legs were between other's legs.

She now was relaxed feeling free from his tight grip.

"Aab thik hain" she giggled still soundlessly looking at him.

Shehnaaz is not one to holding back. She is not scared of the situation she is in to avoid like Sidharth. He ignored her totally after that night when he cried in her arms. Shehnaaz will not do such stupid thing. She is grateful that she had him when she needed him. She had someone when her heart wants to cry. She is not used to have someone's arm when she needs.

She traced a finger at his nose. Making sure not to wake him up.

"You are such a beautiful Man" she whispered.

Her face was 2 inch away from his. She looked at him from so close. His hands around her. She is in his arms.

She remembered how she cried like a baby and he held her like one. How he tried to calm her.

Her tracing finger went from his nose to his lips. Her eyes were also locked there. She felt her throat getting dry. She felt a urge to suck where she was gazing at. She run her finger in his lower lip.

Sidharth's eyes opened feeling that. What he saw shocked her, Shehnaaz's face in front of his eyes. She looks so beautiful even in the morning. Her beautiful face is so close. He was quicker than her to register his surroundings. Shehnaaz's leg over his thigh. Her finger on his lips along with her eyes. His own hand around her waist holding her so tight. They were holding each other to their dear life.

Shehnaaz saw him open his eyes, she was startled a little but couldn't move, as she didn't want to. She is not the one to run from situation. All she could feel his breathing on her face.

Sidharth saw her eyes on his lips and her own were shaking. He saw her dark brown orbs looking at his eyes and dropping to his lips.

He saw her pink plump lips shaking. Without wasting a second he took them in his mouth with a little doubt of getting pushed by her. But he pulled her into himself more when she didn't even try to move from there. Beside she held him tighter.

He took her lower lip in his and sucked it slow. Shehnaaz was reciprocating the same but couldn't tolerate any more when she started kissing him hard. Her hand went around his neck and she kissed him so passionately.

Sidharth didn't expected this bold move from her but this gave him the confidence that he won't have to regret. He groaned feeling her this raw and her pulling him by his neck to kiss him more. He felt her urgency and passion. Groaning into her mouth he lifted his head never leaving her lips and pushed her head on the pillow and started kissing her hard. She gripped his hair in her fist and his neck from another pulling him more to herself.

Sidharth run his hand on her waist. Up and down from one side kissing her like his life depended on it. Leaving no space between them.

Shehnaaz wiggled under him feeling him more. She was on fire. The fire that he put her on. She had no idea about his that he was worse. Her soft body under him and her wiggling gave him more idea about her softness. His fantasies about kissing her senseless have a reality now. But he admits, this is more beautiful than his every fantasies. They kissed each other senseless till Shehnaaz lifted her face gasping for air. He let her. She was sweating, gasping loudly for air looking upward. Sidharth was the same breathing heavy but never left his eyes from her face that was looking so hot.

After catching some breath she looked down at his face.

He looked at her flushed face but moved from her instantly and sat on the bed. Not looking at her.

"Umm... Wohh... I'm... I'm so..." he was cut between by shehnaaz

"Don't be. It wasn't just you." She looked at another direction.

"Uhh,, I need to use the loo" he spoke still facing his back to her feeling thankful the way she took it.

"Yeah," she could just say it. Even she wasn't looking at him..

He left for the washroom leaving Shehnaaz in thoughts.

'Shitt!! Kya tha yeh!! Kaise hogaya.' She was confused at her feelings. 'You also wanted this but Tu aise feel nehi karne wali hain uske liye. Tujhe pata hain usne kya kya kiya. And also the Deal between you.' She warned herself watching the attraction of her towards him. She remember the urge she felt to claim his lips. The feelings when he rubbed her waist.

'No. no. no Sana. Tu aisa nehi kar sakti. Iss attraction ko sab kuch vulane matt de. Usne tujhe beghar kiya, dhamki di, jabar dasti Saadi ki. This attraction you feel towards him is strictly physical.' She remind herself as her hatred was melting in his strong grip of his hands on her waist and his lips on her.

'It's normal as he is very handsome but don't let this go further. This isn't permanent.' She reasoned her feelings also warned to stop it.

There was a battle in her mind with herself.

The bathroom door opened and a never looking at her Sidharth came out. He came closer to the bed but didn't look at her.

"How are you felling? After last night?" he cleared what feeling he meant. Of course not the one after kissing each other.

"I'm good. I was just emotional. But I'm really happy for her. Just wondering how will I cope living without her? pichle ek saal se maine hi pala hain na. aab to dekh vi nehi payungi. But I'm happy for her." she said observing him to look around everywhere except toward her.

"Good. Breakfast karlo" he said hesitantly and left the room.

Shehnaaz huffed as she got that Sidharth is again gonna ignore her. he is feeling uneasy with her.

"yeh situations se vaagte kyun hain? Problems se bas vagna hain ignore karke." She said to her and thought to change the plot this time by a discussion with him.

When Shehnaaz went outside to the breakfast table she had a eye contact with him which he instantly removed. She rolled her eyes.

After breakfast when Sidharth was about to leave Shehnaaz called him.

"Dr. Sidharth."

Sidharth skipped a beat hearing her. Because of the beautiful morning bliss.

He turned to her.

"mujhe aap se baat karni hain" she said and he nodded. He followed her to the room.

HERE STARTS THEIR ROMANTIC JOURNEY.. IS THIS REALLY JUST A PHYSICAL ATTRACTION OR SOMETHING MORE IS THERE???.. WILL IT CHANGE THEIR RELATIONSHIP??. OR WILL THEY CONSIDER IT AS A MISTAKE???!!!!! LET'S SEE

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