Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 71: WHAT MADE YOU DO THAT???

Shehnaaz read every expression and changing color of his face... She knows how regretful he is... So she took his big hand in hers... It doesn't matter how much she can hold his hand but she took it... Gave it a squeeze to assure him that she is with him... She begin to rub it... The whole situation changed... It was him who was rubbing it smoothly thinking she might be in stress... Now she is doing it to bring him back from his guilt... And, it worked... He felt the assurance... How understanding they both were for each other!!!

"Okay." He said a while later... He doesn't speak anything without thinking... Shehnaaz knows he definitely gave it a thought... But she felt bad...

"Thank you!!! But I don't wanna force you for something... I will handle everything... You don't have to do it just because I'm saying you to" she said softly...

"No,, not for you... I want to do it for my own sanity... I saw you that day on road with him all night... How you were crying and he was giving you his support... I owe him a good time for taking care of my girl when I couldn't do it... In fact that was me who landed you there... He took care of you... I can never repay that... It's a huge burden on my shoulder... So I will talk to him..." he blurted it all...

Shehnaaz just stared at him like someone sees a ghost... Not hearing a word from her, he looked at her thinking why she became quiet suddenly and he found her ogling at him... He knitted his brows... He was confused by her look..

"What?" he asked and again looked on the road...

"You saw... You saw me on the road with Asim that night... What does that mean??? Were you there Sidharth???" She still looked at him the same way...

He cursed himself under his breath... He just blurted out what he wasn't supposed to... He doesn't know how to clear all that... How to explain it!!! He doesn't want to say anything as it doesn't justify his action... He wasn't even comfortable talking about all those...

"Wohh actually... You were alone... I thought there can be a problem... Girl,, you are a girl... So I was at a distance in the car... Keeping a watch on you..." he said every sentence and stop, taking time and taking breath...

Shehnaaz's heart was beating fast... Hearing every word from him... The more he was saying the more she felt a belonging to his heart... Though he did it wrong and for his mom but he was at least careful enough to worry about her safety...

'Maine kya kya socha tha!!! Sab kuch kitna galath socha... He wasn't that evil to not to care about my safety... He was there Sana... He was there... For me!!! He said he liked me from the very beginning... Was it the reason he was there??? Oh Sidharth!!! I wish you hadn't overthinked and did all that...'

She felt a weird urgency!!! She unbuckled her seat belt in a hurry like her life depended on it. She lifted herself supporting on her hand and landed herself on his lap, straddling him with her legs on his both side... Sidharth was shocked out of his sanity by her sudden movement and stopped the car right there pressing hard brake and supported her keeping a hand on her back making sure she doesn't get hurt because of the sudden brake... He was gob smacked.. She hugged him tight cradling his neck so tight with her face nuzzling there... He was shocked beyond the limit... He couldn't understand what just happened in last two seconds...

"Shehnaaz" he said shockingly... She didn't answer, what she did shocked him more...

She pulled her head back and pushed her lips on his... So hard!!! Sidharth's eyes were popped open... He couldn't understand what was happening... Shehnaaz straddling his lap with her legs on either side of his and kissing him like this mad... He couldn't even reciprocate... But he did,, he did when he felt Shehnaaz sucking the life out of his lips... He started reciprocate then... Her eyes were shut but his weren't... He was capturing every movement of her wild action and her beautiful face with his slightly open eyes...

He moved a little back which wasn't actually possible to calm Shehnaaz down but she came crushing at his lips again and kissed his harder than before... She was eating him up... That's it... He didn't stop her... If she wants this, she will get it... He moved his hands on her back... He took her rhythm and was kissing her with the same way she was doing... Definitely not a sweet one... Her kiss had some unknown urgency!!! Urgency,,, passion,,, needs... Everything... Why, he doesn't know... At that moment he doesn't even wanted to know... whatever it was!!! If she will do THIS with him,, he doesn't need to know!!!

Shehnaaz pulled out her head back after a while and opened her eyes a little... She couldn't open it because of the dizziness she felt... Unlike her Sidharth was looking at her with desire filled eyes... The kiss had left some other effects on him... He was looking at her with his lips still parted... Shehnaaz has some drug that made him addicted no matter how much drug he gets he still left craving for more!!!

Shehnaaz wiped off her lips with the back of her hand slowly... This mere sight made him feel it was the hottest sight he have ever seen in his life...

"Shehnaaz" his raspy low voice came in and Shehnaaz shushed him... She shushed him by putting her finger on his lips... She didn't pulled it back just kept it there... Sidharth waited for sometimes but after that he started giving light kisses on her fingers... Shehnaaz pulled it back when she couldn't take anymore...

"What made you do that?" he cupped her neck by his palm pulling her face a little closer than before... He made their forehead touched each other... Shehnaaz totally leaned on his forehead...

"Maine hamesha se aapko uss raat ke liye galath samjha.. I thought you to be a monster who can made a girl stay on road all night... We all know it's not safe here... But I didn't know you were there, Sidharth. You were there!!! I can't explain you how much happy I'm today to be proven wrong... I'm happy that all I thought about you were wrong... " She said looking down still joined at their forehead...

Sidharth felt his heart would burst out of happiness... The image he created for himself was getting cleared... Though he never intended to tell her about that night and it just slipped out of his tongue but he felt good... He felt light...

They looked outside of the window, when they were finally out of their la la land... It wasn't on the parking... They just crossed the building gate... It was just a little ahead of the gate... Because of the hard brake, they didn't reach till the parking... Thankfully there weren't anybody... They looked at each other and laughed... He started the car still having her on his lap and parked it... Then he opened his side of the door... Waiting for her to get up from his lap and get out of the car but she looked at him with a smirk first... then-

With a pouty lips she said near his lips...

"Can I get a ride???"

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