Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 6: DEALING WITH NAUGHTY MIND

Leaving shefali's place Sidharth got on his car. His mind was killing him. He couldn't understand what was wrong with him. He needed it. He needed this kind of distraction from her. he never had this problem ever. Having shefali so close to him didn't made any changes in his body or mind. He couldn't even bear her touch. It was burning him. He couldn't watch at her. Every time he wanted to look at her with that kind of intention, Shehnaaz was coming in his mind.

"Shehnaaz, what the fuck you are doing with my mind." He fisted his hand tight. He was highly frustrated now. This time Shehnaaz's thought was making him irritated.

"Why this is happening. I just met her today. I don't even know her. but she is all over my mind." He shook his head.

"Who are you Shehnaaz kaur gill. How have you this much of effect on me. How have you this much of power on me."

He was frustrated. He drove thinking all this things related to Shehnaaz. He reached home around 12. He thought his Mom must be sleeping. So he entered with the spare key. As he was approaching towards his room he hear his name being called from behind.

"Sidharth," his mother called him.

"Mom, Aap abhi tak soye nehi?" Sidharth asked hugging her.

"Main kaab soti hu tu ghar aaye bagair?" she replied.

"par aapko vi to aapni health ka khayal rakhna hoga na. Mujhe kaam hota hain na Mom." Sidharth tried to make her understand.

"To maine kab kaha ki kaam choor ke aaja. Mujhe nind hi nehi aati tere ghar aaye bina." She holding his hand which was resting on her shoulder.

"Mom, you know I love you" Sidharth cooed like a baby. He only becomes a child in front of his Mom.

"Mera bacha. Accha bata tune khana khaya?" she asked.

Only then he remembered that he haven't had dinner today. this is not normal for him. He is a doctor and he always have his meal in time. But today many things happened that was unusual. All that usually things has one name behind them. That is SHEHNAAZ. He huffed.

"No, mom. Today was very hectic." He answered.

"Sidharth beta. Tu toh aisa nehi karta na. to aaj kya ho gaya. Kya hua mera bacha? Teri tabiyat to thik hain?" she became worried.

"Relax Mom. Aap meri tension le le ke apni BP high kara logi. Relax raho. Main bilkul thik hu. Bus time nehi mila" Sidharth tried to calm her.

"thik hain phir hanth muh dhonke aaja. Main lagatihu khana." She said.

"Wese apne to kha liya na?"

"Ha, kab ki. Meri medicines vi leni hoti hain na." she replied.

"That's like a good girl. Meri smart ma. I will be here in 5 min" he said and went for his room. He went to the washroom got freshen up. Change his cloth into T-shirt and shorts and came back to dining table.

"Agaya beta. Beith ja." She was serving him now.

"Mom, aap itna kyun kaam karti ho? Main vi khud se le sakta hu na." he complained.

"Mere ilaba kon rakkhega tera khayal? Koyi hain tere khayal rakhne wala mere sivaye?" she said and Sidharth instantly understood what was coming in his way next.

"Main khud rakhunga na khayal apna" Sidharth played smart.

"bohot rakhta hain na. Issiliye hi to bina khaye so ne ja raha tha. Aur agar meri itni hi parwa hain to le aa kisiko jo mjhe tasalli de sake teri khayal rakhne me" she said pouring water in his glass.

"Aap ki gaadi wehi aatakti hain hamesha?" he chuckled at his mother as he had heard her complaining about this for millions of time now. But she was stubborn enough not to let it go. She time and again try to make his son understand. So what he always turn the topic down or just listen to her without answering. She will try as long as she can for his only son who has lost his faith in relationships.

"kyunki teri gaadi kahi vi aatakti nehi hain na!" she complained.

"Mom. Life main aatakna kyun hain.?" He tried to make the thing funny. He almost finished his food.

"Beta, Life main kabhi kabhi aatakna vi jaruri hota hain Aage barhne keliye. Wohh hame teji deti hain aage barhne ki." She tried to make him understand again.

"Hmmn." He left the table and went to the sink.

"phir se taal diya na mujhe?" Mom said being disappointed.

"Mom, kal na mujhe bohot kaam hian. Aur aaj mene bohot hi jayada stressed day spend kiya. I'm tired Mom." He said coming closer to her and kissing her in her head.

"Tired to aaj hain na. kal to nehi hoga. To kal sochega iske bare me?" she asked with a hope.

"Ha, kal sochenge." He thought in mind that kal sochenge is exactly like kal padhenge. Jo actually kabhi aata hi nehi. So he was being a naughty little boy in front of his mother.

"Okay, have a good sleep then. Good night."

"Good night" he hugged his mom and went to his room.

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Sidharth's room is a big room of white and grey colored. His room is not colorful at all. He doesn't like it. So its a simple plain room with only necessary furniture. He has four doors in his room. One is the main door. One is the door of his washroom along with another small door which lead into his closet and the last one is for his balcony. He has a nice view of nature from his balcony. He has one muster bed at the middle of his room. Of course always in white sheets and grey duvet. Nobody is allowed in his room. He cant digest it. Only his mother is allowed but she doesn't come here unnecessarily. She knows he doesn't like it.

He jumped in his bed as he entered his room. He rested himself on his back. He didn't got anytime for rest. He was hell tired. So he shut his eyes close.

And the moment he closed his eyes he saw Shehnaaz. Shehnaaz in her yellow crop top which she was wearing today. He opened his eyes and got on sitting position with a jerk.

"Now what the hell is this. Are you a ghost? After torturing me in my mind the whole day, now you are again here! What do you want. Are you gonna coming in my dream now? is this just left " he murmured. Disappointed and confused with himself. He knows he is going to think about her for a long time now, so there is no point of fighting now. He accepted defeat by her thought. He lied down again pulling the duvet over him and closed his eyes.

This time she was looking at him just like they had an eyelock when he was pulling the pajama up. He noticed her dark heart shaped mark on her chest which he couldn't watch as much as he wanted. But now in his bedroom nobody can stop him from thinking about that. 'She is so hot' he thought. Her lips were shaking. Maybe in pain, or in fear of injection, or for him to be so close to her. he heard her gasp when he undid her seat belt, it was loud enough and he was close enough to hear that.

'wait what. She also felt something for me? If not then why she gasped when I was so close to her!' he thought and this brought a curve in his lips. Then he thought about her touch, her milky smooth skin of his legs and thighs, he touched it unintentionally. There was not much room inside the sheet that he could do that without touching. 'She much have long beautiful milky white legs' he imagined. She is quite fair. He fantasized about her long legs how hot and sexy it can look.

That mere thought got on his blood and his lower part got affected by it.

"Fuck," he cursed as he noticed his manhood getting stiffened.

He growled in frustration. Shefali's sensual touch couldn't get this and a mere thought of Shehnaaz got him this helpless.

He was now some kind of angry at Shehnaaz as she had this much power over him. He knows that's not her fault but he was angry a bit at her.

Huffing a little he looked lower.

"Somebody needs my attention now." Saying so he gave in into his own demands of need. He tried to help himself. He doesn't like that but Shehnaaz made him do so. So of course it was her fault. He tried to pacify his dirty mind. After a while he got relaxed and drifted to sleep still fighting with her long sexy legs, her touch, her shaking lips and her chest mark in his thoughts.