Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 4: A DRIVE

"Aab main kaise rahungi Door lock kiye bina." She felt helpless.

"rehena kyun hain. Tum to mere sath hospital ja rahi ho na!!!" he said with no emotion in his face.

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"Matlab!!!!!"

"Jo injection tumhe diya hain woh aagle 5/6 hour tak rahega. Aur phir pain hoga. So you need observation" He explained

"aisa kab tak chalega? Thik kab tak hungi?" she whined like a baby.

"3/4 din main hi thik ho jayoge sayad. Hopefully."

She whined this time loudly. He chuckled at her.

"Aur mera ghar! Aise kaise lock kiye bina chali jayu?" she asked like a baby.

"Tum yaha pe akele reheti ho?" he enquired

"Ha," she answered in same old mood.

He thought for a moment. Then said.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it." he pull out his phone and texted someone. Then he again said.

"Aaah, I need to put you on the pajama. Can I do that?" he asked hesitantly.

This time Shehnaaz didn't thought for a long time. She nodded giving him the permission.

He did it again under the sheet. There was a little touch moment which send shiver to Shehnaaz. And Sidharth felt her smooth skin in his hand. Her skin was so smooth and soft. They were looking at each other like before. She lifted her hip a bit so that he can pull the pajama to her lower waist. They felt sudden changes of their thought because of the proximity. They were so close. He pulled up her pajama couple of minutes ago but even they didn't break their eye lock. Her gaze was fixed at his.

He felt some urge to kiss her. But he can not. He shouldn't. He has no right to do that. He just met her to day. And he doesn't feel like this usually. He has blocked all the place of a girl in his life long before. He had some bad experience in relationships. From that he hadn't been in relationship and haven't feel anything for any girl. Then why today he is feeling some connection or should say attraction towards her. She is so beautiful. She risked her own life for a child. And she is also looking at him endless.

She also felt different. The doctor who helped her looks like a Greek god himself. His strong gaze in her eyes was sending shiver to her spine. His eyes had some strong emotion for her. But she thought how can there be any emotion they just met today. She knows people well. She gets vibes from people and that turns out right all the time. She felt some positive vibe form him. The way he was looking at her. She wasn't feeling uncomfortable.

How she was so comfortable with him confused her. Him sitting so close to her. His gaze fixed on her, everything was comfortable for her.

Their moment broke with his phone being rang. His driver Paras called him.

"Ha, bolo Paras."

"All okay? Take care of everything. Stay here."

"yeah yeah, I'll drive the car. In fact I'm coming outside after 10 minutes. So stay there I may need your help."

"you got everything? Fine."

Sidharth was saying all this in phone. Then he stood up picking all his medical stuff and put in his bag. He asked Shehnaaz

"You need anything to take with you?"

"My phone.. dress?"

"yeah, come I'll help you." He helped her to get up to her cupboard. She picked 3/4 dresses. And put them in a bag. He helped her to get everything and helped her to get out from the house holding her. She get support by placing her hands on his shoulder. But he was so tall. It was getting taught for her. So Sidharth bend a little bit to support her till the car. His driver Paras opened the gate for them. He made Shehnaaz comfortable in the passenger seat. And then had a talk with Paras,

"stay here till I call. Make the door okay and lock it... Get help."

Paras nodded as a good stuff. He got in the car. And start driving.

"Drive carefully" Shehnaaz said.

"You still think I was a reckless driver." Slightly looking at her before looking at the road again.

"I didn't said that. But log har bar to lucky nehi hote na!!! pichle bar to main bach gayi. Iss bar pata nehi kya ho?" she said mocking him.

"Oh, god." He sighed.

"God ko bhi yaad kar rahe hain. Unke pass chale maat jana aur woh bhi mujhe sath lekar." She said again with seriousness. He looked at her which made Shehnaaz speak again

"Samne dekho plz.. Aapko mujhse koyi dusmani hain kya. Darr lagraha hain aab to." She said worriedly.

He was now a little irritated with all that she was saying but he chooses to stay quite. He kept driving smoothly lost in his thoughts while she was looking outside from the car window.

She is not trusting in his driving skill because she just had an accident by his car. Also that time he was driving. Trust is something, you have to earn it. Sidharth knows it well. So he decided to just wait to earn her trust. He couldn't understand why but he wanted to earn her trust. A girl whom he met today from an accident. He doesn't know her. But her not trusting him even for driving was bothering him. He wanted her to trust him completely. Because he is determined not to break her trust. Again he doesn't know why. Her being so close to him was bothering him. He was driving but his mind was on the memory of them being so close to each other while helping her to put her in cloth. There was a proximity he couldn't deny. The urge to keep looking at her. The urge to take her shaking plump lips in his. His desire to look at her mark on her chest which was quite visible because of her wearing a crop top. To touch her milky smooth skin he felt some minutes ago. He wanted to feel that again. How on this earth he felt this kind of attraction towards a girl who he doesn't know from a day earlier. Who wasn't even wearing anything that can provoke a man. But his mind was diving towards her. He was almost fighting a battle in his mind.

He finally named it to be a simple physical need as he hadn't done anything like that for a while. He decided to gave it a thought later at night. He had been single for a some years now. He almost run away from relationship. Girls get crazy over his physics, his looks, his wealth also. The hospital he worked in was his father's. But Sidharth was a clever man. He maintained a little distance from their games. But he was a man after all. He had some needs too. So he likes to play around sometimes but those girls also know this very well that they wont see him for a long time soon. That's how he managed them. Basically he was open for one night stands and no strings attached type relation but no actual relationship.

He was a guy of 35 years old. He also faced pressure from his mother to get settled in life. But Sidharth was Sidharth. He somehow avoids this subject. He afraid that his mom's tactics will work someday. But why to think now. They reached hospital. Shehnaaz looked at him. He undid his seatbelt and got out of the car and came to her side of door. He called someone to bring help. He then opened the door.

"Shehnaaz we reached. There will be a wheelchair right now. Come."

He undid her seatbelt. His face came very close to her. Shehnaaz's breath got hitched for a moment seeing him so close to her. This time it was loud enough for him to hear. Their lips were merely an inch apart from touching. She could feel his breathing over her lips. Her lips shook a little feeling his hot breath on them. He wanted to capture those shaking mess in his. But he couldn't for an obvious reason. Again they couldn't break the eye lock. As if they were searching something in their eyes. Maybe themselves. But they found it or not that was a question for now. Shehnaaz blinked a little when Sidharth finally moved an inch back still being very close to each other. He lift his hand a bit gesturing her to hold it. She did. He then placed his another hand behind her back to support her to get out from the car. Shehnaaz stood in her feet but Sidharth made sure to handle some of her weight to his arms. So that it can be easier for her to stand. In no time there was a wheelchair and some people to help her. He helped her till they reached a cabin. His hospital stuffs were a little shocked to see a arrogant rude Sidharth talking so sweetly to a girl, taking care of her as she meant something to him. He could have just left her with stuffs to get in a room. But he made sure she was comfortable enough. Then he went to his office.