Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 90: THE QUESTION

He got home and rang the bell... It was opened in no time...

"Shehnaaz.. baccha... Ye kya hua?? Sidharth??" Rita ji panicked watching Shehnaaz like that in his arms...

"Kuch nehi Mom... She is just drunk.. Don't worry.." He tried to calm her down a little bit... She is an older women and this kind of stress is not good for her...

He took her directly to the bedroom and placed her in the bed then he left... Rita ji sat beside her and ran her hand in Shehnaaz's hair... He came back with a tablet and water in his hand... He lifted her head and put a cushion under her head...

"Shehnaaz, open your mouth" he said a little loud so that she can hear it... Shehnaaz again squeezed her eyes... She heard... But couldn't open... He opened her mouth by his hand and with help of his mother he somehow gave her the medicine and water...

"Why did she drink that much" Rita ji voice made Sidharth heart pained remembering 'Saab khatam ho gaya'

"I don't know..." he left a low breath,, he ran his hand though his hair...

"Something is definitely up to her... She never did something like that.. She knows her limit... There is something wrong with her... Meri bacchi!!!" She almost cried watching her lying down like that...

Sidharth huffed and said

"I will talk to her when she gets okay... Aap tension matt lo" he took Rita ji to her room and came back to theirs..

He removed her shoes and put them under the bed... He got in the next to her... She is sleeping but he couldn't... His insecurities were kicking him hard in his mind... Why all these are happening??? They were so happy,, their relationship was growing so good... They were coming closer... After that rain,, he also had made some plans for them to take this relationship to the next level... They both wanted this... Then what changed??? He was trying to find all the answers and he knew only she can give him that... His tried eyes surrendered and he dozed of...

In the morning, Shehnaaz woke up feeling her head in unbearable pain... She hissed and tried to open her eyes... She could open it a little and watched the time... It is 11 in the morning way passed to her Ngo time... She slept that long!!! Why?? She was having a tough time remembering everything... She felt weight on her stomach... She looked down and saw a hand on her stomach, holding her tightly... She looked on her right and saw Sidharth sleeping with her... She barely could open her eyes... But one look at his face was enough to make her remember everything that happened last night... She felt more pain on her head and she hissed and flinched at the pain...

Sidharth woke up hearing her hissing sounds and he sat on the bed instantly... He held her behind her shoulder and pulled her up and made her sit on the bed...

"Shehnaaz,,, Baby!!! Are you alright???" Sidharth's voice rang through her heart but only she knows how much pain he has already caused her... By not telling her all those... She wanted to scream and yell but her throbbing head wasn't helping her much... She didn't reply... She just held her head by her hands...

"Headache hai?? Is it paining much??" Shehnaaz just made faces that gave him the answers...

"Okay wait... Don't move... I'm coming back" he put some pillows on the backrest and made her comfortable and then left the room... He came back with a glass of lemon juice in his hand...

"Open up... it will help." She saw the glass and opened to drink... In hope of her headache reduction... But why is he here??? Hospital??? He haven't gone to the hospital yet!!! She drank it all despite it tasted so bad... Sidharth put the empty glass on the side table... Then came very close to her...

He made her eyes wider by his fingers to examine her... She let him do all that... She didn't pushed his hands back despite having so many question and hurt in her heart... She just looked at him with her half opened eyes... How much concerned he was for her... There was worry lines on his forehead... He looked older with those lines... She made him like this... Shehnaaz doesn't have any question about his feelings towards her... She doesn't... She has to be blind for not noticing it... All her question was Why haven't he said all that!!!

After long time she asked...

"Kyun kiya aapne aisa??" With her low voice she asked... Sidharth who was observing her till now, looked worried more... So it was confirmed to him that all that is happening or all that she is doing was related to him... And it was enough to make him more scared than ever...

"Kya kiya maine baby?" he asked cupping her face by both of his palm and pulling it a bit... She doesn't wanna believe in all those whenever he talks like that... She melts every time he does that or calls her by sweet names... But that doesn't changed the truth, does it???

She looked other side and suddenly she felt like vomiting,, she hurriedly removed her duvet and ran to the bathroom... only she knows how she managed to put her head straight... Sidharth ran behind her in no time... He saw her sitting on the ground and her head bending on the toilet bowl... He sat right behind her and started rubbing on her back holding all her hair back by another hand... She kept vomiting her stomach out... She felt her stomach squeezing but kept vomiting... All the while Sidharth kept saying her to breathe... He kept rubbing her back... When it seemed like its over and Shehnaaz lifted her face from the bawl, Sidharth made her lean on the back wall and ran out of the washroom... He came back with a bottle of water and gave it to her for rinsing...

Shehnaaz did as he said... Finally she looked at him... He seemed so worried, for her... He removed all the hair coming on her face and tucked them behind her ear... This is the same man who did all that... She also looked sick and week after all these vomiting...

"Sidhaaartthh" she softly said... Almost like crying... Sidharth's heart pinched hearing her like that... She rested her head back on the wall...

"Ha,, Bolo baby..." He came closer and widened his legs to get her in between his legs facing her... He didn't leave enough space between them... He knew something is coming... Then let it come this way... When she is in his hold... If its coming to hit him then let it hit him when his eyes will be on hers... It least he will be sure of her being here...

She looked at him and thought to ask him everything... If she needs to end this she will have to clear this...

"Kya Aapne mujhe wohh sari batein bataya hai jo aap ko aapni biwi ko batana chahiye tha..." 

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