Feeling Stupid and Used

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AN/ No smut, plus AN and the bottom :p “I don’t think I’m ready for this Luke.” I mutter, letting go of him. I figured he’d look upset and he’d start to cry but he looked offended.

“WHAT?” He asked me, well more like screamed at me.

“I like being here with you, lying like this and how we talked in the store, how cute and shy you were. Of course I’d never laugh at you and I’d let you do that to me if you wanted but I’m not quite sure I’m ready to think of you doing that to me. Like we only just met yesterday, this is too soon.” I tell him, his lip started to quiver but he bit it and then frowned.

“I didn’t say anything about being something with you. I know it’s soon but I liked being here with you and sleeping in your arms. I liked what you did to me and how you make me feel. Well I liked how you made me feel, now I just feel stupid and used.” He mutters, he gets out of my bed and pulls his t-shirt on.

 “Don’t bother following me this time! Don’t text me either! How could I think you’d like me back, I’m young and naïve. Thanks for the blowjob Michael, forget we ever met.” Luke says, he runs out of my room and I can hear the door slam downstairs, letting me know I’d let him go.

I roll over in bed and punch my pillow, then I stand up, get changed and head to the MacDonalds.

“Good morning Mr. Clifford!” Ashton’s cheery voice calls to me, I walk up to him and he frowns as he sees me. I didn’t get why he kept calling me Mr. Clifford because he knew my name, he’s known my name for 3 years now, I just never checked on his because I didn’t know he’d be in my life for this long.

“Rought night?” He asks me, I give him my order and he shouts it to the back.

“I have a problem.” I whisper, I really didn’t know what to do. I liked Luke, of course I did I could feel it, but then there was Blond Quiff that I just couldn’t get out of my mind.

“I have a break in 15 minutes, how about we talk then huh?” HE asks me, I nod and then go sit down with my food. Ashton joins me not much later.

“So spill.” He says, I explain everything. From seeing Luke and then Blond Quiff, then meeting Luke and Calum in the store. I even told Ashton about Luke and his weird comments, and I admitted to giving him a blowjob and telling him I wasn’t ready. Ashton looked astounded.

“Well I don’t even know what to say to that, but I’ll do my best. Look you liked Blond Quiff for his looks yeah and how sly he was but you don’t know him personally. You know Luke and you like Luke, what if you never see this Blond Quiff again? What if he switches jobs or he was somebody’s plus one. You had Luke, in your arms, do you want Luke back in your arms?” Ashton asks me.

“Yes, but I also want to be dancing with Blond Quiff again!” I complain, grabbing onto my hair in frustration.

“Well Luke and Blond Quiff sounds like opposites, which type are you in to?” Ashton asks me.

“I don’t know, both types! I mean I like em cute but when they’re all confident like Blond Quiff, it’s such a turn on.” I tell him.

“Text Luke and tell him you’re sorry but you need some time to think. If he likes you he’d accept that and when you get to work look for Blond Quiff. But don’t lead Luke on anymore if you want this Blond Quiff guy.” Ashton tells me.

“But AAAAASH!!! I want them both, I can’t lead Luke on but what if I let him go and he moves on? What if I can’t find Blond Quiff and Luke gives up on me, or what if I keep looking and never find him? When would I know I had looked enough for Blond Quiff? When do I give up on that and get together with Luke. I feel like I’d just be using Luke by giving him just a tiny bit of hope, but there’s a chance, there’s a big chance! I like Luke so much, he’s so cute and so innocent it’ adorable and I can tell he likes me.” I groan, slamming my head on the table.

“Take some time, text Luke and tell him you’re sorry. Ask for some time because like you said there’s a chance. He’s young maybe he doesn’t want anything serious anyway. Maybe he wants a flirt and you can find Blond Quiff and he can fall in love with somebody else.” Ashton says, I clenched my fist at the thought of Luke being with somebody else, Ashton saw this and he sent me a knowing look.

“I need to get back to work, I hope I helped a bit.” He says to me, I nod and stand up to leave.

To CutieLukey – I’m sorry Penguin, I like you a lot I just need some time :S please tell me you’ll give me some time?

From CutieLukey – I said not to text me.

To CutieLukey – Penguin please! Don’t be mad at me!! We can still talk and stuff, I don’t want to never talk to you again!

I walked home, feeling more and more nervous with every minute that passed by. Luke wasn’t texting back, he wasn’t going to talk to me anymore. 

AN/ Do you think Michael should keep looking for Blond Quiff? Should he get back with Luke? 

Should Luke accept that Michael needs more time? 

How do you think Michael and Luke will meet again? How do you think Michael and Blond Quiff will meet again?

Any Ideas on Blond Quiff?? 

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