Cliché (MUKE)

I feel like such a wimp.

AN/ Sorry that this update is up so late :s had a busy day and I've just sat down to relax (It's 10pm here) ENJOY! Warning, there's a lack of smut in this chapter!

"So what's the plans for today?" I ask the guys.

"We're going to the town a few mintues away. We decided you and Luke could use some time alone." Ben tells me, I nod and then they go and get changed so I try to find mine and Luke's room.

"Luke?" I asked as I walked in and found Luke on the bed.

"What you doing babe?" I ask him.

"Why'd you have to go and say that?" Luke asks me.

"Say what? About giving you a blowjob? Babe, you normally don't get upset when I say things like that." I tell him.

"How many guys have you given blowjobs too?" Luke asks me, his eyes shooting up to meet mine.

"2 other guy." I tell him.

"Just 2?" Luke asks me.

"Yes, just. I've been single for years and well before I dated a girl. You know back in the day where I was not too comfortable with who I was. There was a gay guy in school and he got bullied a lot, I tried focusing on my girlfriend but this guy just kept getting my attention. I ended up beating the shit out of the people bullying him. He asked me what I wanted from him and why I'd done that, so I dragged him into a bathroom stall and things got heated. Safe to say I broke up with my girlfriend and him and I dated for a while. It didn't end to good though since my ex girlfriend came up with some news about me and well this guy switched school. And then Reuben, you remember him." I tell him.

"Ok." Luke mutters.

"I guess you didn't see that coming huh, how experienced I am and yet I've only ever had 2 boyfriend. We kind of figured everything out together." I tell him. Luke was now lying down on the bed and I moved to lie next to him.

"Can we go to the hottub?" Luke asks me.

"Ehm." I look down at my hips, not wanting to be so exposed.

"I won't look I promise." Luke whispers to me. I nod and we yell goodbye to the guys when they yelled that they were leaving.

I grabbed some trunks and so did Luke, he looked away from me as I changed but when I bent down to pull my trunks up I hissed and Luke was immediately at my side. I stood up and Luke pulled my trunks up for me, tying the little knot gently.

"I feel like such a wimp." I tell him, looking down at my feet.

"No babe, you're the toughest person I know. You're so strong." He tells me, I get to keep the flannel on until we climb into the tub. Luke got in first and he relaxed instantly, I could tell.

I took of the flannel and hung it over a rocking chair, then I climbed in. Luke was looking at the woods since the hottub was on the balcony porch kind of this.

I could feel all my muscles relax as the bubbled warm water covered my body. Luke moved over and sat next to me, his fingers entwining with mine but I pulled away.

"Michael?" Luke asks me, his voice pained, I smiled and wrapped my arm around his shoulders, pulling him against me.

"Hold me tight Luke." I whisper to him, he nods and wraps an arm around me.

Luke started softly humming to me as his fingers made circles on my chest.

"You're so fucking hot Michael." Luke mutters as his fingers slide down my stomach.

"Shut up Luke." I whisper, but I kissed his temple and he hummed at my touch.

We sat in silence for a while, just enjoying the view and each others presence. I liked having Luke with me, in times like these where we're not doing anything but just being together. I liked how we can do this and it's not weird or awkward.

"What are you thinking about?" Luke suddenly asks me, I blink and look down at him.

"You and how it's nice, this comfortable silence." I tell him, he giggles and apologizes for ruining it.

"Hey I'm going to get a drink, want anything?" Luke asks me.

"Just grab whatever for me." I reply, he nods and stands up. Fuck those trunks are clinging to his legs and ass nicely. The trunks hung low on his hips and I enjoyed the view of water dripping down his chest and stomach, his V-line. I looked away with a blush because I was checking him out after what had happened to me. I shouldn't be checking him out, I still feel disgusted and in pain and I didn't deserve to look at him like that.

"You ok there Michael?" Luke asks as he steps back into the tub with me, he had a beer for me and a bottle of water for himself.

"I'm fine." I tell him, he looks at me though and then smiles.

"That blush is telling me otherwise, what's going on?" I ask him.

"I ehm, my body has seemed to realize just how long it's been without you." I tell him, keeping my eyes out on the woods. I jump as his hand was suddenly  on my privates, rubbing gently.

AN/ Ok so hmmm what's to happen in the next chapter huh??