Untie my heart

That bitch Becca

"That stupid bitch, does she really think I will let her get away with this?" I seethe as I pace around my make shift office. As soon as Sam and I were taken away by the witch royals the witch queen Hilda set us up with an office and some rooms. My mother met up with us shortly after and we have been coming up with a plan of attack.

We all got a laugh at how naive the rogue queen is, the witch princess was killed by Sam as a favor to Hilda. You see the witch queen is a bit power hungry and rather than passing down the throne to her daughters she decided to have them both killed. Unfortunately her first born Lisa was too powerful to be killed so instead the queen exited her thus excluding her from taking over as queen. The younger princess was not as powerful so the queen came up with a plan to have her "accidentally"cross our border and Sam was waiting to kill her. It was ugly but a part of royal politics. The entire situation was kept on the down low, obviously the witch kingdom would not respond well to the princess being killed but it was what the witch queen asked for so it was done. It's nasty business but part of royal politics, obviously the rogue queen is too naive to understand how this world works.

Now that the world knows that the royal wolves killed the future witch queen we have to keep appearances up to avoid any unnecessary drama. Once I take back my throne I will just claim it was all an elaborate lie by the rogue queen and the exiled ex princess and bam everything will be back to normal. Hilda is obviously on board with the plan and has agreed to assist in overthrowing the rogue bitch. Hilda is beyond pissed that her oldest daughter has resurfaced and has asked for her head as payment for her assistance in getting my throne back.

I drastically underestimated how powerful the rogue queen is. To say I was shocked that I lost is the understatement of the century. While I have royal blood making me stronger than most apparently slacking on my training has made me weak.

Sam and I plan on training to regain our strength but in addition I will need a solid plan to bring that bitch down once and for all. I received a few updates before my informant disappeared, based on what I heard it seems this rogue is punishing high ranking wolves for abusing omegas.While the thought of being fare sounds good it just doesn't work. Wolves are primal animals at heart, strength is what matters and making omegas feel like they are on the same level as stronger wolves will result in a mutiny. I could just let her stupid social experiment fail and come pick up the pieces but I just can't stomach the idea of her having my mate.

I know she is going to undo the memory spell and it pisses me off. Why can't that bitch just leave my mate alone? A small part of me used to pity the rogue queen, knowing she was abused as a child and the awful things the ex beta and her brother tried doing to her made me forget momentarily what a bitch she is. It seems so odd that she is such a softly considering her reputation, I wonder how she managed to get so many people to think she was heartless when in actuality she is a hippy. Peace and love, equality for all, seriously this girl lives in a fairytale world. Wolves respect power, weak wolves should serve strong wolves, that's our way and trying to change that will cause chaos. You might think I am cruel but without a power hierarchy omegas would end up dead. If omegas feel equal they will end up doing something stupid like smarting off to a more powerful wolf then bam, snapped neck. It's better to live life as a servant then be dead, everything works when people just stay in their own lanes.

Not only do I have to worry about what this bitch is doing with my mate I also have to deal with the drama she is causing within my pack. When I was young I felt the same way the rogue queen does but I grew up, wolves value strength and that will never change.

My wolf is pushing hard for me to storm back to the castle and take back my mate right now but I know I have to be smart. If I go in half cocked I will end up losing again and showing my hand. Right now I have the advantage, the rogue queen thinks I am being tortured to death by the witch queen so she won't expect me to attack. A small number of high ranking wolves went rogue after the ball so I have some allies but not enough, I need to be smart because I don't have the numbers this time.

I am trying to keep myself busy perfecting my plan because every time I have a moment of silence my mind drifts to River. I can't shake the thought that she is mating with him. So help me if she touches him I will make her death a painful one. I know she weaseled her way into his heart, she tricked him into thinking he was her mate and then acted like the perfect loving mate. I hurts my heart knowing that she was so kind to him, it's not like I wanted her to hurt him but I hate that she made him care about her. I have made some very serious mistakes with River, once his memories are back he will compare how I treated him to how she did and bam I lose. I do have the mate bond on my side but in all honesty I have been the worst mate of all time. I have hurt him, disrespected him, rejected him, how can I compete with this rogue bitch? I don't know how I will survive if he picks her over me, I know I don't deserve him but he is still mine. The moon goddess picked him as my mate and I won't allow some rogue to steal him away from me. I get that I have been a bad mate but I will spend the rest of my life making up for the mistakes I made, well after killing that bitch slowly that is.

So here we are, me pacing around my office while Sam and my mother brainstorm ideas on how to take back my kingdom. "You need to try and take your emotions out of this honey" my mom says while sending me a knowing look. I rub my face hard, I know she is right but it's hard. "I know" I snap "but at this moment she is probably touching him, loving him, how can I just pretend that doesn't affect me?" Sam pulls me into a tight hug "it's hard but it's what needs to be done if we are going to win" Sam whispers. I clench my fists and take in a deep breath. "I'll try. What's the plan so far?" I ask while trying to reel in my emotions. "Hilda is working on some spell ideas and we have 40 warriors from the pack that have joined forces with us. Unfortunately none of the witches other than Hilda are joining us as they believe we are the enemy" my mother says sounding concerned. "Our best bet is a challenge but you will need to train in order to win" Sam adds "if I am being honest we are still months away even with what we have done so far" Sam continues with a frown. "Also we need to have witnesses" my mom pipes in. I nod in agreement. "Let's come up with a solid plan and figure out how we can get the royals to gather without showing our hand to the rogue queen" I say smirking. I am going to use her own game against her but I won't make the same mistake she did, I won't let my enemy live.