Untie my heart

Its go time Becca

I am currently on my fourth punching bag of the day and I can tell it's only a few hits away from busting open like the others.

We are finalizing the last of the details before we raid the queen bitches pack house and take MY mate back. The logical part of my brian understands that we need to have a solid plan, everyone needs to be filled in and we have to be smart before we move in to rescue River, but my heart is breaking. If it was just me I would already be in her house choking her to death but my parents convinced me to wait. I know it's for the best, we need to do this smart, but I also know that every moment that cunt has River she has more and more time to violate him.

I know I am a hypocrite, but what River and I have is a true mate bond, not the fake, forced, substitute bond that she is trying to form with him. With each punch I deliver to the punching bag I get images of her, climbing on top of him, forcing herself on him, marking him over and over. It's too much, my heart is heavy with worry and my mind is filled with rage at the idea of her taking what is mine.

On top of all my stress I also have poor Hope to deal with. Hope has been withdrawn, blaming herself for River being in danger. I have tried talking to her, telling her that it's not her fault but she refuses to listen. Last night I slept in her room with her, we just laid next to each other, giving each other comfort and company.

I have not known Hope long but I really see her as a little sister and I hate seeing her so sad. I have my mom staying behind to keep Hopes mind off everything while my father and I lead the troops into battle.

I am so worried that River is going to say something sarcastic to this bitch. River was able to snap at me because I love him and won't hurt him, but if he tries that with the rogue queen, she will punish him harshly, I am sure of it. Not to mention the act itself, if she does force mate with him she won't be gentle, she will use his body however she wishes without a care for how it will effect him.

I close my eyes tightly and say a prayer for Rivers safety. I know this is my fault, I should have never rejected him, I should have let things move at whatever pace River felt comfortable with, I should have never used Hopes safety as a bargaining chip. I pushed River away from me and sent him running right into the lions den.

River is so innocent, he is unable to see evil intent until it's too late. I really hope the "queen" has decided to try and make him fall in love with her rather than forcing the bond, but I know she won't wait for real love, she has been wanting the royal pack dead for years and I don't think she wants to wait any longer.

I finally smash through the last punching bag and run to my room to get cleaned up. Standing under the hot water I let my mind wander to River.

I am debating how to move forward with him once I have him back. I know the best option would be to beg for forgiveness and spend the rest of my life making it up to him....but... the alpha in me wants to punish him for running, for disobeying me.

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A wave of desire spreads through my entire body as I imagine all of the ways I can teach him a lesson. Images of River bent over my desk with his hands tied behind his back, me coming up behind him and roughly putting my hand around his cock. Imagining his shocked face as I jerk him off a little too tight while he squirms from the immense pleasure. Punishments can't be all pleasure so once I force his climax I would keep stroking him, feeling his beautiful body twitch uncontrollably with each extra  stroke of my hand, I imagine the sounds he would make as I overstimulate him almost to the point of tears. I have also considered a cock ring, forcing the ring on him and using a little remote to send jolts of pleasure to his member, I would keep his hands bound so he would be helpless to do anything about his raging hard on. I would continue to torture him with waves of stimulation, just standing over him smirking while watching him desperately wiggle around begging me with his eyes to turn the cock ring off. I am now touching myself imaging River begging me to let him cum, the pressure building after hours of being forced to wear a vibrating cock ring but not having his hands free to finish the job. I can almost hear his cute little whimpers as I adjust the vibrations to the highest setting, just standing over him watching him wrestle his restraints desperate for release.

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With that little fantasy in mind I bring myself to orgasm twice while in the shower alone. I step out of the shower, looking in the mirror my face is beet red from my little extracurricular shower activity but I also notice the black circles under my eyes, missing River has impacted my ability to sleep. I need my mate back, I think to myself while frowning into the mirror.

I am almost done getting dressed when my dad mind links me that's it's time. I finish up in a hurry and go downstairs to meet my dad and the royal army. I am coming for you babe, I will have you back soon River.