Untie my heart

Saturday morning Becca

Waking up this morning, I feel like I got the best, most restful sleep of my life. I love the feeling of waking up next to River.

I take a moment to watch his chest slowly rise and fall enjoying his light snoring and his sexy bed hair. Memories of last night flash in my mind and I can't help but blush. I have never had such an intense, pleasurable, connection with anyone else.

I can't help but smile as I gently undo the restraints from Rivers wrists and ankles. I carefully remove the ball gag and take a moment to thoroughly enjoy the view in front of me. I have never cum so hard, so many times in my life and just looking at River, naked, sleeping soundly I feel the urge creeping up again, the pulsing sensation returning to my core.

I take a deep breath and remind myself that while taking him again would be amazing, I should really give him time to recover both physically and mentally. I gently run my finger along his jaw line to his lips, smiling as I notice the tingles are much stronger today than they were yesterday, indicating that the bond has grown even stronger now that we have mated. I pull the covers back up over his body, using this as an excuse to run my fingers from his lower leg all the way up to his upper chest.

River never even stirred, he is so exhausted that he has slept right through everything. Poor boy, I must have really worn him out last night, I think, smirking. I smile down at him one more time before making may way to the bathroom for a nice long shower.

I am still extremely sexually frustrated while stepping under the steaming water so I decide to let off a little steam, solo style. Images of last night flash to memory while I gently rub myself, the look in Rivers eyes when I took his virginity, the little whimpers he made when I hit the most sensitive spots while riding him, the sound of his moaning as he hit his peek, his eyes rolling back in his head as he came, all of the best parts of last night bring me quickly to my powerful climax.

Panting heavily, I can't believe how just thinking of River could bring me to such a powerful orgasm so quickly. I sing quietly as I finish my shower, the most content I have ever been in my life.

When I step out of the shower I can hear River messing with the bedroom door, I rolled my eyes and smile, silly mate, does he really think I would let him escape that easily? After wrapping myself in a towel I exit the bathroom, my eyes instantly fall on his beautiful face.

I frown slightly as he starts to back away, it hurts me that after last night he still thinks I could hurt him.

I am not crazy, I understand that I raped him, that he feels violated and used but I push those thoughts to the back of my mind quickly. I can't dwell on how he is feeling right now, I did what I had to do in order to finalize our bond. It may take a while but eventually with enough tender love River will fall in love with me too.

I test the waters by asking him how he is feeling and as expected he is a bit angry. I sigh and decide while he is already pissed I should drop the whole "we are having a party tonight" bomb on him. River can't seem to help but defy me, telling me to "make him" cooperate tonight. I laugh, he really is meant to be a king, constantly refusing to submit, born to lead not follow.

My wolf chimes in saying, "I would love to show him again right now what we are capable of "making him" do" flashing images of last nights event into my mind. I can't help but visibly shiver at the thought, a wave of pleasure rolling over my body.

River assuming I would torture him to ensure his cooperation shattered my heart. How does he not see that I will never, ever hurt him again? I hate using his sister as a tool against him but I really have no other choice. I don't want to use my alpha command, and I can't really physically harm him to make him more cooperative (though the idea of spanking him until he agrees to play nice at the party does cross my mind) so I use his sister to get what I need.