𝐌𝐢 𝐀𝐦𝐨𝐫 || 𝖳𝖾𝖼𝗁𝗇𝗈

꧁~Willingly~(Part XX)꧂

I kept crying and crying and crying.

The pain wouldn't leave me alone.

I started to remember the last time I felt like this.

All those years ago, and it still haunts me.

What if he doesn't come?

I've always been scared of losing the ones I love and care about.

And Techno was no exception to those I'm afraid of losing.

The grass was pleasant to lay on, I just looked up at the stars in the sky.

I felt numb, no emotions whatsoever.

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~Techno's POV~

I followed where the GPS told me to go. I eventually made it to the destination, a small house. You could hear the noise from inside the car.

I stepped out of the car.

When I did, I heard the faint sound of sniffles and humming from the ground.

Looking down, there was a girl laying in the grass.

"María?" I knelt to the girl and tried to assess the situation, but it was too dim for me to really see the girl.

"Tec... techno?"

"Yes it's me," I used a soft voice.

She looked over to where I was, the moonlight barely shining on her body.

I carefully picked her up like the time when I was taking her up the stairs.

I walked with her in my arms until I sat her in the passenger seat.

She was slumped over in the seat, clearly drunk.

Grabbing my hoodie from the back seat, I handed it to the poor girl.

She pulled it over her head and wore it.

I jumped into the driver's seat, and turned on the car.

She was still crying.

I put my hand out for her to hold, but instead, she grabbed my arm and wrapped herself around it.

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She didn't mutter a word the entire ride, she just wept.

9:47 p.m.

When we pulled up to the house, I turned to her.

"Do you want me to take you home?"

She shook her head and held on to me tighter.

As I tried to open the car door, she grabbed the collar of my shirt.

Pulling herself closer to me, she slid into my lap and curled up to my body.

"Please... please don't go," she whimpered.

"I'm not goin-"

"It... hurts."

"What hurts?" I worried for the girl.

"Ev-everything... everything," she gulped as tears fell, "everything... h-h-hurts."

"M-my heart,.. my dig-gnity, my... pride,... my head, m-my chest, a-and... everything else."