"I'd do anything to be by your side."
She grabbed my arm and pulled herself closer.
(Tw: Panic Attack)
Gasping for air, she dug her nails into my sleeve and shook her head.
"I-I can't," she choked on her words, "breathe.."
Trying to bury her face in my chest, I quickly stopped her.
"Don't put your face in my hoodie, it will make it harder to breathe."
I tried to stay as calm as possible, my words coming out slow and steady.
Clinging to my side, she was rocking herself back and forth.
She trembled.
~María's POV~
I'm going to die, I feel like I'm dying.
My hands wouldn't stop shaking, I was losing control of everything.
Someone was truly suffocating me, squeezing the goddamn life out of me.
"María," I heard.
Tears poured out of my eyes, the tightness only grew.
My heart was racing, I'm going insane, I'm going insane, I know it.
"María," a voice said again beside me.
I couldn't even show that I acknowledged it, I felt the dizziness engulf my every thought.
"María, I need you to count to ten with me."
It's Techno's voice.
My left side was going numb, I couldn't feel myself taking breaths anymore, I was scared for my life.
"Repeat after me," he said calmly.
Trying to form the words in my own mouth, he said.
"One."
I forced out the repeat.
"O-one."
"Now, two."
"T-t-two..."
"Three"
I had to stop for a moment, but I eventually responded.
"..three."
The air was thin, every time I breathed it was like shards of ice pierced my lungs.
"Four."
"F-f-four, I-I can't."
"Five."
I couldn't get the word out, I just couldn't.
My heart felt like it was about to burst, but it was less painful than as it was straining, straining my chest.
I'm such a fuck-up.
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