As I opened the door of the Jeep, Ethan was already putting his seatbelt on.
I lifted myself up and into the vehicle, now sitting opposite of him.
Bringing the strap around my body, I clicked it into the holder.
When I was situated, my chest slowly fell as my eyes closed. My left foot was restless, tapping the floor with an off-beat rhythm.
Sitting in a silent ponder, the memories of that car ride with Drew kept filling my mind.
I remembered how he acted.
My stomach churned with a new type of sickness.
"What's your address?"
I fought back my inner pains and turned to the boy.
After answering his question, I looked over at the radio.
With the turn of the knob, the station changed.
And then...
The lyrics poured into my ears.
♫ Well, you only need the light when it's burnin' low ♫
Not this song...
♫ Only miss the sun when it starts to snow ♫
♫ Only know you love her when you let her go ♫
This was one of the many songs I listened to when we tore apart, one of the songs I put on repeat after the split.
♫ Only know you've been high when you feelin' low ♫
♫ Only hate the road when you missin'
home ♫♫ Only know you love her when you let her go ♫
These lyrics never failed to bring back the pain that use to harass my every spare thought.
♫ And you let her go... ♫
I remembered the conflicting feelings I would constantly have on those lonely nights. I remembered the hurt.
♫ Staring at the bottom of your glass ♫
♫ Hoping one day you'll make a dream last♫
♫ But dreams come slow, and they go so
fast ♫The ones where I asked myself if I still loved him.
♫ You see her when you close your eyes ♫
♫ Maybe one day, you'll understand why ♫
♫ Everything you touch surely dies ♫
The weight in my chest was so hard to bear.
♫ But you only need the light when it's burning low ♫
♫ Only miss the sun when it starts to snow ♫
♫ Only know you love her when you let her go ♫
I slumped over on the car door, staring out the window.
♫ Only know you've been high when you're feeling low ♫
♫ Only hate the road when you're missing home ♫
♫ Only know you love her when you let her go ♫
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