crave

eight

i stare up at my ceiling, longing for at least an hour of sleep but it seems no where in my near future. i sigh as i give up and get out of the bed. i force myself into the bathroom to start getting reayd for the day ahead of me. i look at myself in the mirror and i have to turn my head, ashamed at what i now look like. the bruises on my arms and legs shine an ugly purple.

my father has always had his ways of dicipline. he punishes in ways he sees fit. for small things such as talking back to my mother is was a slap across the face. but for anything that slightly inconveniences him it was much worse. he uses me to please him i guess you could say. forcing me to do things that no father should ever make his daughter do. he says he's gotten tired of my mother now. he says that i deserve what he does to me. it started when i was around nine, the time i ran into his office while he was busy. he told me that i needed to learn some respet. he brought me into his bedroom, my mother just watched as he did. he used me to help him get off. hell of a way to teach someone respect.

i grab my wand out of my room and do a quick spell to cover the bruises that i learned when i was younger. heat runs through my body as the bruises are covered and i look as though nothing happened. i wonder how many people heard about me having to leave last night. im surprised i even got to come back but after my father was done with me his anger seemed to have calmed down so when i told him i was leaving he didnt put up a fight. my mother didnt even make eye contact wiht me as i left.

i finish getting ready and walk out and down the stairs. i wonder if astoria had a nice time last night, i hope she knows i didnt just abandon her. as i reach the bottom of the stairs i see blaise on the couch. "hey" i say and he looks up at me and smiles. "hey, how did things go last night? your father looked pretty mad" he asks as i sit down beside him. "he got over it. went through one of his lectures and got to come back" i lie and he smiles. "have you seen astoria" i ask and he shakes his head "she stayed with that cam guy last night. she said to tell you that she would meet you at lunch" he says and i nod. "did she seem upset that i had to leave" i ask, i never like leaving people alone at parties like that. you never know what could happen. "she was fine, liz. don't worry about her" he says and i laugh "i'm going to worry about her. shes my friend" i say and he rolls his eyes.

"get a room" someone says and i look over to see draco at the end of the stair case. "shut it" i spit back and blaise laughs. draco walks over to the two of us and eyes me "so what spell did you use to cover up the bruises? never took you as the girl that liked it rough" draco says and i glare at him "shut the fuck up, malfoy" i say and blaise looks at me. "whats he talking about" he laughs and i shake my head "caught elizabeth coming in from what looked to be a late night hookup. looked rough though. pathetic" draco says and i stand up. "you don't know what you're talking about" i say as i look at him and he just scoffs. i look down at blaise who is now looking at the both of us. "fuck you, malfoy" i say "i don't think you could handle it" draco says and i roll my eyes before walking off.

he thinks he knows shit. he thinks he can just go around telling my buisness. that fucking asshole.

*dracos pov*
"so she came in covered in bruises" blaise asks and i laugh "yeah. such a wuss. can't even take a simp-" "she left with her father. her father that was basically boiling with rage. we both know the rumurs about micheal alure and they arent nice ones. you need to get over what ever the fuck you have against her and realise what might have happened last night" he yells and i look at him. is he trying to make me out as the ad guy here? i didn't do shit to the girl. "what the hell are you talking about" i scoff and he shakes his head "you're fucking ridiculous" he says and i stand up. "what the fuck did i do" i say completely confused. i don't know how i became the bad guy here. this is what elizabeth does. she takes control of people. she's done it to blaise now too. "nevermind. it's not my story to tell" he says before getting up and walking out. what the actual fuck?

*elizabeths pov*
i try to remember the password to the hufflepuff common room but i cant. i have to talk to astoria. she is the only one that knows how my father is, the only one i can talk to about it. "what the fuck? just let me in" i groan. the painting opens up and i look at it confused, did that actually work? nope, im met with cam and astoria on the other side. "astoria, thank merlin. i need to talk to you" i say and she laughs "is something wrong?" i glance at cam and he just smiles at me. she's dressed up, are they going somewhere? am i interuppting something? "no. nevermind. it can wait until later" i say and she looks at me. "you sure" she asks and i nod. "okay, well i'll talk to you at lunch" she says and they both walk passed me.

"can't even get your own friends to speak to you" i hear his voice behind me and rage fills my body. "draco malfoy, you are a self centered, cruel, evil, bitch. i am so tired of your shit" i say as i turn around. im met with draco right at me, his face close enough i can feel his breath on my cheek. "don't speak to me like that, elizabeth" he says and my breath hitches as his hand touches my cheek. stop, liz. you can't let him have control. "dont tell me what to do" i glare at him and he scoffs. his eyes stare into mine, full of hatred for me. mine do the same. though i can't help but notice the growing tent in his pants and the wetness in mine. this cant be happening. i hae him with every part of my body-well almost every part.

i pull away, my hands pushing against his stomach. he looks at me, i think we both have a growing feeling of disappointment that it didnt go farther, but it couldnt. i couldnt let him take over like that. i couldnt let him know that his constant need to offend me turns me on. i couldnt let him know that i think about how his jaw clenches every time i offend him and how hot it looks when he does. he might be a self centerd, cruel, and evil bitch but he pulls it off. that bitch.