crave

eleven

i walk into the party after making sure i dont look like i just got fucked. "liz, you made it" astoria smiles as she runs up to me. the music is blaring and the smell of firewhiskey is overwhelming. "yeah sorry, i lost track of time and then i had to figure of the password to this place" i laugh and i hand her the presents i got her. she smiles as she she hugs me "ill open them later with everyone elses. go get a drink, have fun" she says and i laugh. "happy birthday" i say and she nods as i walk away.

i pour myself a drink and down it, my throat burns as it makes its way down. i cant believe i just did that. how could i be so easy? how could i let him have control over me like that? i know one thing, it will NEVER happen again.

after a couple more drinks i start to feel a little better about what just happened. the music takes over my body as i dance with astoria, both of us not going to be able to remember anything tomorrow. my hands run through my hair as i laugh. "im going to get another drink" i yell over the music and she nods as she continues dancing. i walk out of the crowd of people and over to the table. i lean against the table, facing the crowd in front of me, and take a sip of my drink.

i see draco walk in, his hair is fixed and the same suit from earlier is on his body like nothing ever happened. his face is cold as always as he walks through the crowd. "out of the way" he spits as he gets to the table. i scoff as i stay put, taking another sip of my drink. he glares at me and i cant help but think back on what happened moments ago. "move" he orders and i roll my eyes as i lean off of the table and walk back onto the dance floor with my drink.

"you're back" astoria yells happily as i make it to her and i laugh. my brain is fuzzy as i continue to dance again. my hips sway to the music and my free hand runs through my hair and in the air. everyone here is over drunk and seems to be having the time of their life, other than draco of course. i see him sit in the chair at the corner of the room, his legs spread as he leans back. his hand wraps around the cup in his hand, his rings shining in the light. his face is blank as he takes a sip of his drink and just watches the crowd.

drink after drink, my throat stops burning and i officially have no control over myself. the music is still blaring in my ears and me and astoria continue to dance along with the others. blaise has joined me on the floor, his hands on my waist, my head on his chest as my ass dances against his crotch. i feel happier than i have in a while, i feel free.

*dracos pov*
i watch as her ass grinds against him, his hands running up her body, its like watching a fucking porno. i watch her in that black dress, the same dress i pulled off of her hours ago. i cant get it out of my mind, her body, her touch, her mouth. every part of her takes a place in my head. and she stands here, grinding against my best friend, like i didnt just fuck the shit out of her.

dont call it jealousy, because i could care less. but she knows what shes doing, teasing me, turning me on by the second and i hate it. i hate how hot she looks in that dress. i hate how she knows she can turn me on now.

i finish my drink and stand up to get another one, my eyes still on her as she gets closer to blaise. silly elizabeth, he only wants you for your body. obviously she doesnt care about that though, she gave in so easily to me didnt she?

*elizabeths pov*
finally i step off of the dance floor, i told astoria i had to go. my head is pounding and my ears are ringing. i start to walk out of the hufflepuff common room but bump into someone "im walking here, elizabeth" as soon as he says my name i know its draco. i roll my eyes and push passed him and out of the common room.

my vision is blurry as i make my way through the corridors. i find the slytherin common room and go inside. i plop onto the couch and let out a breath, no mure music, no more booze. just the sound of the fireplace beside me. i can only imagine what my father would say to me if he saw me right now 'dressing like slut, elizabeth, such a shame' 'acting like a disappointment. embarrassing your family' that ass. i hear the door open but i dont bother to move. "cover yourself, elizabeth. people will be back soon" i hear his voice and i roll my eyes. i look down and see my dress has rode up to the point of being above my thighs. "no one wants to see that" he comments as he walks passed the couch and i scoff.

"you sure did" i say as i stand up and pull my dress down. he glares at me, "anything for an easy fuck" he says and i laugh. "good luck finding another like it" i say as i walk up the stairs. i hear him scoff before i walk into my room. i need to shower but my head is still pounding so i just plop down on my bed and close my eyes.