crave

nine

*dracos pov*
i cant get it out of my mind. her body so close to mine i could hear her heart beating inside of her. i could smell the scent of the perfume she uses perfectly. the way i had complete control over the situation-until she pushed me away. in that moment all i could think of was her body under mine, her legs shaking, her hands digging into my back. oh the things i could do to her, i could show her why i deserve respect. i could show her why all the girls melt at my fingertips. yet, she pushed me away. i could see it in her eyes, though, how much she wanted me. how much she wanted me to touch her. she's probably scared, she knows she couldnt handle me. she knows how weak she actually is.

*elizabeths pov*
his scent is still in my nose, running through my mind. the smell of wealth and confidence. his face close enough to mine that every word he spoke ran through me. his eyes staring into mine like he was searching for something he had lost. he knew what he was doing, he knew that he had control. i hate myself for letting him know it. i hate myself for actually geting turned on by his anger and rage. i hate him for getting close to me after everything he said. i hate him in every way possible for the way he acts, the way he prances around the school. but i love the way he looks while he does it.

"liz, hello, you there" astoria waves her hand in front of my face and im snapped out of my thoughts. "oh yea, sorry" i laugh and she shakes her head as we continue walking down the corridor from lunch. "like i was saying, my birthday is coming up soon and cam is throwing another party. i figured since you kind of missed out on your first hufflepuff party you could come to this one. it's friday so you still have about three days" she says and i smile "of course i'll come, do i need to bring anything" i ask and she shakes her head. "no, cam will cover everything. just bring yourself." i laugh as we continue our walk before we both have to split up.

i have a free period so i decide to just go back to my dorm. "pureblood" i whisper and the painting swings open like always. i walk into the common room and it's completely empty, i guess no one else decides to come here in their free time. i sit down on the couch and groan, even though the bruises are covered my body still hurts like a bitch. i grab my wand and do a quick reversal since no one is around. heat runs through my body again as the bruises are uncovered. i sigh as i analyze them, the ones on my arm from where he held me down, the ones on my leg from the pressure, the ones on my stomach from where he hit me, everyting hurts. though, i don't think i could say im traumatized over it. of course i hate it, its a horrible thing, absolutely disgusting. but i was raised with it. its not something new. not something thats killed me yet. of course if this was the first time im sure i would still be laying in bed, shaking, but im not. im sure eight year old me was traumatized, her father had just done horrible things to his little girl. th elittle girl he claimed to love with all of his heart. the little girl that he loved so much he couldnt keep his hands off of her. bullshit.

"oh my gosh" i hear someone say and i immediatley turn to the door to see pansy, "are you okay" she asks and i nod. i quickly wave my wand and cover the bruises again. "you don't have to cover them. i was just asking if you were okay" she says worried. "im fine. just clumsy" i laugh and she looks at me, cleary not believing my lies. "okay then. but if you need anything im here. i have a bad reputation for being a bitch but i swear im not that bad" she laughs and i shake my head "no you're not as bad as people say you are." she smiles before walking up the stairs to her room.

i let out a breath, now thats two people that have seen the bruises. fuck. i sigh as i walk out of the slytherin common room and through the corridors. i don't have another class for about half an hour but i don't want to sit in the common room anymore. i think about what i should get astoria for her birthday, i only know what ten year old her liked, not fifteen year old her. of course ive gotten to know her again this past week or so but not exactly what she would want for her birthday. maybe i should ask cam? where would i even find him? maybe just ask her? well thats one way to admit to being a crappy friend. i decide ill just go to diagon alley this evening and look around, hopefully i will find something.

*dracos pov*
"fucking hell" i moan out as my head falls back against the headboard of my bed. my hand coninues to jerk up and down as i finally reach my high. elizabeth living in my mind. well not exactly elizabeth, just her body. the curves, her breast, her hips, her everything moving around in my mind helping me to get off. she would hate me even more if she knew i got off to the sight of her. though, blaise does the same. she actually thinks he likes her when in reality he does this to every girl. hit it and quit it the muggles say. he makes them swoone and then fucks them and then drops them. elizabeth deserves it though, it'll happen soon. with the way blaise is going it could happen today.

i clean myself up and get off of my bed. i change my clothes and walk out to the common room. pansy sits on the couch and i wonder if i should have just told her to come get me off. "hey, draco" she says as she notices me "hello" i say and she laughs "still in a mood. liz, really does get under your skin" she says and i glare at her "elizabeth, does nothing to me." she looks at me and shakes her head "speaking of LIZ, did you see the way she looked today. bruises everywhere, i do hope she is okay" pansy says and i look at her "the bitch is fine. had a fuck she couldnt handle" i scoff and pansy glares at me. "didnt look like a fuck she couldnt handle. looked like a fuck she didnt want" she says, standing up and walking to me. what is with everyone and defending elizabeth?

"what are you getting at" i laugh and pansy shakes her head "how could you be so clueless? i know you hate the girl but its no reason to put off what happened last night" she says and i roll my eyes. "nothing fucking happened to her. shit" i say and now shes rolling her eyes. "whatever. its not my story to tell" pansy says, the same as blaise. she shakes her head and walks off upstairs. "what the actual fuck" i say. shes taken over the school. gotten all of my friends to fucking turn on me and make me the bad guy some how. i dont even know whats going on. im not clueless. nothing fucking happened.